i ask myself, why will things be come this way, and i realised that i still not able to change to the person i set for myself to change . not here or there.. disappointed in myself..

at least this week , i have a talk out with a "clueless" fren of mine.. Thanks her for being there.. and really thanks for her understanding..

there a lot of chatters recently in my life. sometime i feel why so noisy ... need to clear my mine... think am i worth it , am i really want to get in to this ........
need to think