feb

time flies .. .. end of feb soon. this month ended so fast... of cos it ended with great "fine" month
got fine.. i total up my fines and got a sum of $160 man how did i park my car !!!!! there goes my GST rebates.

yes exam started fast and ended fast, really thanks God...

feb was valentine's day season so how did all of you spent time with. I went ikea with my parents haha.. of cos i did sent flowers ....taking that step again

anyway march coming. sch holidays now yeah!!! discover a great place to be.. when need to be alone.. and be away from all the noises...

now in work, learning new things again.. time to pick up the thinking cap and really learn..

on a side note:

COngrats Junjie and Elly!!!! got engaged!!!! wooooo soon will hear wedding bells..

old feelings with new things

was revising on the exam ,really hope can pass this time.,so hard but back of the mind is thinking of the holidays that is coming, sometimes i think i did not choose this course,but i know that this course that i take is not by chance, it was someone that encourage me, although that someone is not around with me , but in her place others people had filled in. the void is big , but is getting smaller.

So all the best for today exam!!!!

wanted to stop cursing... hate to use words that hurt people , i remember i was not like that. what happen?

is it i reach a point that i cannot stop or i do not bothers, really really tired... wanted to stop ministry , wanted to stop going cg, wanted to stop going places. wanted to stop and just stay back and behind. of course this are funny thoughts, negative thoughts. should not be in the mind at all

in the end

so fast one week as passed . yesterday was "ren" day. Happy "ren" day 人日....

for the chinese new year period , my company ask us to take "leave" and so i have one week of leave.. and so stay home and watch my cable.. yes i got cable liao.. haha . too much channel... do not know wat to watch and yes i fell sick on chinese new year.. was not feeling well through out the week and since i just recover from flu .

And now i need to prepared for my exam in Feb.. finally exam is here.. need to dive in the books again.. exam is next week start.. fast right?

ok.. need to work now...