Thursday, February 12, 2009

old feelings with new things

was revising on the exam ,really hope can pass this time.,so hard but back of the mind is thinking of the holidays that is coming, sometimes i think i did not choose this course,but i know that this course that i take is not by chance, it was someone that encourage me, although that someone is not around with me , but in her place others people had filled in. the void is big , but is getting smaller.

So all the best for today exam!!!!

wanted to stop cursing... hate to use words that hurt people , i remember i was not like that. what happen?

is it i reach a point that i cannot stop or i do not bothers, really really tired... wanted to stop ministry , wanted to stop going cg, wanted to stop going places. wanted to stop and just stay back and behind. of course this are funny thoughts, negative thoughts. should not be in the mind at all

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