i feel so bad and really not sure... this time is it for real? or just let it pass ...

too late for me i supposed....

Earth Hour 2009

Support Earth Hour!!!! Do your part!!!

mindless words

hmm.. work work.. now still working at Rabobank.. doing some installation.. yesterday have a talk with my boss, he reminded me again on doing my self research in my work.. in other words.. upgrade my skill sets..

Results are out: i got C, C, B haha ccb sound bad... not bad lah for last min studies...

recently being taking steps to move on... but everytime i want to, i will hold back or hestiate on things i want to do and will feel that step what it where it will lead to.. afraid will lead down the same road really afraid... sometime i feel my mouth just too big... but i just need to, do not care or push through . if no pain how to learn right? Right?

i ask myself, why will things be come this way, and i realised that i still not able to change to the person i set for myself to change . not here or there.. disappointed in myself..

at least this week , i have a talk out with a "clueless" fren of mine.. Thanks her for being there.. and really thanks for her understanding..

there a lot of chatters recently in my life. sometime i feel why so noisy ... need to clear my mine... think am i worth it , am i really want to get in to this ........
need to think