my birthday coming....

yeah is the time of the year for my birthday... lol... wait so long.... till head drop.. 18 dec...


hmmm.. wat will i get for my birthday... hahahah a car!!! anyway i do not want to ask much... i am just happy ppl remember can liao.. lol

i got wish list tooo hahah if u want to know call me and ask me lor... i will give u the best answer..

in my job i have transfer to EAS in navy.. a dept that control exam in the navy.. so many data to do.. use so many program..

in the meantime i saw my partime course that i want... is at TP call buisness infocom hahah got IT so i like... but got buisness ... this part-time 3 yrs only .. :p
really hope that i can finish it and have a dip.. wasted so many years... singpore still so "paper" in their views...

anyway i want to wish all my frens MerrY ChristMAs.. remember GOD LOve U that why he give his only SOn JESUS to us

.... =P

wow.. being a tried nite.. sing k-box all nite till wee hours of the mourning..... sing about 20 or more songs... or more.. who counting hahahaha.. and was a good drive too.. by howard ( the policeman)
man i need a car asap... liencse that i want.... then maybe i can buy... a honda jazz lol...
then i can drive my queen around lol..

hmmmm so fast my dear frenz victor going NS !! yeah form boy to man.. in Ns i learn a lot of things.. like how to siam, slack, and play water polo..... lol hahah actually that more of NS that i learn.. friendship.. respect. hope.responbility. . and i am still learning...


life is a journey is not the ending that matters!

be bless...

yeah yesterday was a busy day for us.. preparing was good... and my leader look so pretty.. she finally got a man that can give her happiness and share life with....

and most of all i saw her... standing there.. in her dress.. look like a angel... she so .... no words can say how i feel...

does getting marry is a blessing.... yes it is... but is not just for tha newly-wed.. is keep it down 10 yrs, 20 yrs.30 yrs, 40 yrs down the road with her... and u still hold her hands when walking down the stairs... that marriage...!!!

Love her all your life and treasure her.. keep telling her that u love her.... remeber is not a entilement is a prviliage...

wedding

hahaah wedding!!!!!! my leader is getting wedding today.. and the guys are staying over at my house. so fun as they really mess up the house.. anyway is great hahaah long time no body come my house liao.. miss the good old times.. staying late.. eating junk food.. hahah but we all grow out of that liao.. time and GOD has mould us to be man not the boy we are...


got the new jay album .. sound great... anyway time to bath and pack up or else we are late hahah

update

hahah andre i update ok... anyway so how ur neck... u look "short" with ur sprain neck.. lol

hahahaha .. hmmm was so busy this few week as no time to update my blog... anyway now i am watch a manga call ichgio 100% hahah funny on lor... but got pretty girls lol.. acutally they not so pretty.. my queen more beautiful lor...

will.. mind... emotion... human... that GOd want us to control and let His will be in it... that hard... yet i will try..

numa numa

hmmmm ... ... hmmm wow tuesday offf... hahahah this week is good... so many public hoilday....

two in a week lol.. and my boss going KL hahahaha i can slack liao.....

yesterday was fun as i was with my frenz frm JAMS.. but was spoil by a call from OPS rm... waste time... ask me for my key..... why pple cannot be responible for wat they do... next time i will not draw the key anymore...

eye pain again.......sad ...

leaving on a jet plane

hmmmm wow... soon to november for me... being so loong in my job... yet they want to terminate me.. yeah today i heard my "acting" boss that he trying to keep me till my bonds... nice to hear that and but got a bit of fear... two more yrs... or three.. hahaha.. now that not the time to think that i told myself...

should start looking for a sch so i can study... yeah study my dreams.... changes are made becos it will make u think out of the box....

Thanks GOD, He regins.... Awsome GOD... yeah...
faith in GOD is better than other thing on earth. becos he is the same yesterday and today and forevermore!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sleep

hmmm

need to sleep hahaha.. but i blog a bit... anyway.. today at work saw a old frenz and mistake call a old frenz that did not chat for like three years... that long...... time flies as frenz grow apart... now blogging seems so hard as time is so less to use..

yesterday went driving... hahah so afraid i hit something lol... was learning how to turn in very hearvy traffic... hahaha got scold till i sian...... forget wat to do.. minf bcme blank...

new game came out... F.E.A.R nice game a FPS game as usual.... hope to buy it but no $$$$$....

and my frenz getting married... ahaha finally this funny frenz of my getting married hahah..is like last time when i am at sec sch together eating lunch at canteen and the free life... yes the late nite supper that he drove us around... anyway congrats to him.......

hmmm when my turn..... lol

yeah...

wowow... time flies... victor 20 liao lol so old hahahah anyway ... time for me to leave soon... another faith moving time... yet i feel sad and happy... mix feeling... the decision is hard but since sis veron say ok.. then maybe....

hmm.. see a lot of things happen... the cg grow grow.. in spirit and in being...

N119 stay strong u are the best cg i have.... yeah that i want to shout.......

time will tell... tell life is not just for u alone.. is the pple around u and GOD... he lives in me... that a good life worth to live.. so live it earnest till the fullest for GOD.. remember is not the Ending, is the Journey that counts..

so walk well and run it good, fall down pick ur self up...

driving..

yeah finally past my 2nd stage in driving.. being delay for too long.. life is like that n push u struck in the ground and will not want to move .... anyway congrats to my fren Andre hahah finally u pass ur TP nice job... i will get my driving lienice then we will go for a spin hahahaha...

went swimming to day with the guys hahah fun and more fun... ok anyway water polo is not for the fainted-hearted i must say... so tired... pain in the back...

hmmmm as i was looking up in the sky i saw ur face... yet i know u are so near but we are so far in mind... being so busy... life taking a toll on me....

decide and..

decide and go with it that i heard.. change or not.. stay or go.. comfort zone or character moulding..

that so hard... what to do.. still cannot think that far

short-sighted or just afraid.. qns qns qns i ask......


can anyone help me?? GOD speak to me...

can those who want to left comments do not spam rubbish pls .. u are a pain..... pls get lost... this is my blog not for u to spam crap.. respect pls!!!!

hahhahahah

time to start my driving... time to start.. saving..for life , destiny is waiting...

wat to do... hmmm nowsdays the bali bombing shock the world again... why they must do it why????? can't they just get out of the system that they believeis the right one!! wake up u terroists.. one day i will grab one and show it on national tv and say " time for u to get up and wake up" .... hatred? a force that drive pple to do things that is so cazry... and when they do it they say GOD ask them to do it.. lol that more funny then other things in the world...

new game

hmmmmmm this game is fun for all who love ships hahaha..
www.navyfield.com nice game haha not that hard to play

all come and play.... quick....

wow so long

hmmm.. wow so long never blog.. hahah been waiting for a lot of things to happen...

been throught much.... cry i learnt.. hurt i am use to it.. but faith is new... again by GOD, i am here. a creation that he made.. i am special... fight a future .. find ur own future... never wait to happen... that i learnt.. the heart of worship... wow wat a place that is....

time is on our side?? NO.. it keep moving... not waiting for me or u... learnt to use it wisely... and fully...

PS: GOd is there For u..

death...

my grandma pass away.. so sudden but yet is a better thing.. that happen.. that what my relative say.. i do n ot agree.. a soul is lost.. and a failure in outreach.. this make me reflect on wat on the world is important... relationship with GOD.. that is important.. he pay the price.. he die for us.. all of us.. sinner or not belivers...

in the wake.. conflict arise in the wake... my DAD was challenge ... his faith was tested.. and he passed... but i know the problem will be there... the issue of being .. arh for get the word.... i just know that if u love someone show it tho her/he when they are around not when they are dead or pass on... is not an act is an action... remember

keep on going on.......

study or not??

this qns is in my mind for so long... to study or not.. age matters?? $ matters??? life???
qns i ask answer i want.... yet so hard to get it... why why...... GOD help me!!!! give me the revelation ......

yet i know that u have a plan that is for me...

sunday Pst SLy Rogers was great... show me a lot of thing. open my mind u may say.... yet qns is still there

choice!!!

lost wat lost.. time... love... passion.. dream... life?? what is lost... that feeling in my heart for the whole day.. do not know what to do.. hold on the faith.. that i only know.. pple ask if GOD exist what will u ask of him.. i ask got give me more faith!!!!!! faith wat a word that shake nation, change history.. move mountain and split the red sea.. wow.......

yet time like this make me feel faithless.. do not be dishearted... is not the end... GOD say.. u still have ur family , ur friends, ur spouse, and most of all ur life. is it not wat that is important!!!

make a choice i told myslf.. wat choices u make today???

hmmm

boring.. boring.... hahahaha

my love is back

hmmm yeah... my love is back.... how are u? have u grow thinner..? was it fun..? etc so many qns to ask yet no time for qns... just want to see her.. yet time... not on my side

Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life.

Jams conf..

wow happy national day... hahah singapore 40 years... long time to get to our stage now..

anyway today was my 1st JAMS Conf.. was so good that i learn that when there a need there a calling... the history, why there is a church without walls.. sob sob...

remeber do not havve the weight of convience sin in ur life.. and do not compromise as a christian.. and most of all do not let the care of the world to hold u down....

bear the cross and never look back...

yeah!!

hmmm.. rain, rain rain.. been like this for this wk.. how it will stop a bit... so can have sunshine.. hahhahh , anyway today was a bit sad as i got to know that i cannot be revocat.. that bad... GOD help me!!! that wat i called out.. yet i know that i shouldnot think negative to it... i believe that i will have a better plan in GOD... becos it GOD plan.. somthing i think that i want to help GOD that i make desicion so that i can be better.. but i learnt that GOD will led you.. so trust in GOD.. GOD have a plan that will bless you... BE blessed.. have faith....

all i want is u.... Jesus ...... yeah the cross cd is out... that so cool

hmmmm

sunday .. nice day... good day... today.. great as can see the cg have frens ..
a bit broke till pay day that is so far for me... one more week.. anyway.. time and time again. iwas ask wat i am going to do.. wat i am doing now..... waiting... this game i play too well..
really pray that i have a job in logistic so i can learn somthing out of all the confusion.

hot temepered i have become.. patient that i need, as i know a christian is more then that.. sometimes i do not see eye to eye with pple.. and i just be angry.. that so bad.. change i want, love i need, time i need, GOD important.

important things matters?? GOD help me.... In GOD we TRUST..

lalala

lalala..... thoughts.. so many.. but GOD have a thought for me...

Fear of the Lord is important in the walk of a christian... use it as a tool to help u grow more in the lord... Holy spirit is to led u everyday.. that i am sure... bless the lord forever..

wat tis TIme

time ... time i lack.. so many things to do.. 24hrs.. wat time: time is want u define it as to be.. use in a proper way or apporaite way so that u can cherish the time u have..

Problems cannot be solved by the same level of thinking that created them.

swimming

yeah today went swimming.. use the stroke that terrence teach me.. funny.. but fun..

hmmm my dear today miss me lol... that feel so good... but most of all i miss her tooo..

hmmm today went to the travel agency to make arrangement for the HK polo trip in aug.. after that mr Chua(my boss) ask me t bring him to toa payoh to buy the ngage QD.. for his son... cost 218 hmmm come with two games... that so funny... hahah but can see that he is a loving father..

bad day..

hmm
today have a bad day.. my attitude so bad.. wanted to have a great time with the cg.. my impatient caused the anger to come up... then caused the the times spend wasted..somtimes i do not know that my feelings can affect pple around me... i am so "self" when i am in a bad mood... change i must.. recently i in bad mood easily.. maybe due to the past hurts that i have is surfacing again.. i try and try.. still fail.. GOD help me!

patient, love, long suffering. faith, peace...- fruits of thr H.S

i must grow my self...

cute animals

http://happytreefriends.atomfilms.com/watch_episodes/index.html

new hp ( 2nd hand one)

hmmm....

yeah just bought a 2nd hand phone.. in good condition.. is the nokia 6100 lol... quite small for a hp.. hand pain.. hmmm anyway.. i miss my dear today ... she is on my mind all the times.. how that she thinks about me tooo...

CG must grow.. and be change in the mindset... vision was share.. dream in the making.. yeah..


LET PRAYS FOR OUR CG

reflect

hmmm.. finally the wk has pass... been a long and heit week.. but it has been fruitful and fun..

cg i was so touch but the holy spirit.. cry and cry... wow was great.. wow wow... A word was share and touch my heart.. really want it to grow more into me..

this week eat eat eat too much liao... next two wk.. time to build up on strength and body and spiritual side...

yeah time to do wat tis right and good...

hmm yeah this wkend was Arise and Build... GOD has spoken to me about the amount that i want to give and really pray hard for it... anyway pray for my job will get better.. at least can revocate

i look to u i look to u.... that songs rock

fasting

wat is fasting... prayer and read the word of GOD .. noooo is more than that.. is really seeking GOD so that u will have the raema ... hope i spell right... lol

LOok to YOu .... wonder how ur love came to me


yesterday... a bit bad.. a small quarrel lol.. feel a bit childish.. when both side think that they are right... so the solution is stale mate... but thanks GOD... his grace is upon me...... guys u got to know when to stop being angry and think clearly... and ladies pls give some space to the guy too

too much food

hmmmmm so many food eaten today... hope is did not get fat again.... hmmm today was jer.. bday be latered celebration.. hahahah

fun fun fun that all i can say... long time never fellowship this way liao with JAMS.. anyway tml eating again.. this timei korean food yeahhhhh... hope is not bbq stuff..

choice

yeah.. choices that we made has make us stronger or weaker.. so really know ur strength and weakness...

LOVe GOD more each day...
DReam of ur dream that GOD has lay in your heart.. have that inside.. hold on to it.. remeber GOD will use only that u have not what u do not have..

ARise and Build is around the corner .. yeah giving time again.. hold that i can have a great sowing time... and of cos the reaping too. lol

....pain

hmmm todae went swiming .. finally get to swim the right way.. haah now i swim like a frog...
and drink like a fish... lol
anyway.. today ate too much... lol.. and broke again... using coins all the time..

have a good talk with howard yesterday.. hope he do wat is need to be done.. and really shine for GOd... yEaH..
hmmm pay day coming.. and tml meeting Pst Tan ... a bit nervous and a bit happy.. i know it wil be a great time tml.. we will be pray for and have new relevation..

prayer

yesterday was power..... pray till 5 am!!! pray for all the things that need to be pray yeah.... but a bit tired so ... a bot slow when serving today... haizz.. need to sleep... rest but yet i cant... just bath hahahahah..

anyway tml is another day... yeah... yesterday was praying. remeber to pray for ROB. hahah sure miss him lots...

a bit sick

hmmm today was fine ... not much work again.... keep teassing jeff... should stop there.. or else will be bad for me....

rally broke liao... cannot go out cannot buy food.. that so bad for me..hahah but i know that i can loss weight too lol... like GOd bless Me Lol..
tml is fasting day yeah.... really ask GOD to give me the amount to give and scarifice...

GOd so love us he gave his only Son For us.... so let us give and build a church that is without wall. to impact the marketplace...

yeah tml swimming again... haha

swim...

todae went swimming... was good ... swim 10 laps again... the feeling was calm.. and nice... as i was swimming.. i remember the time that i was in swimming pool b4 my BMT.. all my frenz are there swimming together.. that was so much fun.. learn to swim and pass our cat test... miss those old time.. i wonder where they are now... and wat they are doing...

time pass, frenz leaves.. yet the friendship stays..

arise and build with LOve

time fly.. robert got his first bk out.. that was so great to see him.... today at church was a great msg... arise and build 2005.. time for me to step out in faith that i have a great time in sowing into the kingdom of GOD.. am in a tight position this few week.. and i know things will get better in GOD.. but most of all..
yeah.. yesterday was my queen Birthday... yeah did a special thing for her that i will id not do for soooo long... that feeling was good.. the best is that you can see from her face.. that smile, that.. look so beautiful.. so sweet.. i thanks GOD she is here for me.. that what i want to say she there always.. yet that time i did not treasure.. but it have change me.. i want to make it the best i have.. LOVe her with all my best.. that i know how. everyday that i thanks GOD...

Faith..

wow today cg was great.. Praise God... little faith + actions = BIG RESULTS.. that so true in our life.. need to have that.. i want to cross that river.. and have that miracle.. yeah...!!
have courages.. courages is going ahead in spite of yr fear

LOve is wat i need to love pple out there... so blessed that my dear is there.. and i have great frenz wow... yeah thanks GOD... tml is a busy day for me got 20 VIP from indo.... need to have the strength and wisdom..


have FAith..

hmmm

hmmm. today was a fine day.. not much work.. becos boos not in.. and when to discover more blog sites.. and found out a lot of pple blog too.. all in my camp lol.. that so cool.. anyway now i trying to upgrade my blog.. so most of the time u will see funny stuff like pic wrong placing... or words diff.. anyway i need to learn more... html codes.. that i need to learn..

swim like a fish

todae.. was slow.. started to rain in the morning.. nearly late for work... cold cold was wat i feel...

i remember yesterday.. the feeling was that sweet.. remind of the song qing tian by JAY... hoping to hold her hand.. that just yeahhhhhh......

went swimming in the evening.. swim till handS gone... lol anyway was gOod...

but i miss my dear that MucH LoL..

happy birthday

happy birthday evon.... huixia.. today was fun.. we celebrate birthdays.. birthday are important.. it marks the day that u came and u start ur destiny in GOD...

change

hmmm today was a fine.. weather fine, pple fine, food fine.. i think i eat too much today... must loss weight faster now.. work out more now.. really.. but one thing that is sad for me.. is why pple cannot change that fast and why they remember their bad past, holding on it.... let try to let go.. or better still changes is the best.. 4 wks time the church going on to the building fund. hope GOD will speak to me of a amount that i will help me to brng me to another lvl... hmmm

JOY

yeah... being serving jams today.. tml also they need more help.. tough being a IC... have a lots of things to oversee.. and ensure.. but i know i am putting myself into good use again.. yeah live for GOD that the way... HOly spirit that what i need to sustain me. yesterday went cg.. wow yesterday rocks.. i long time never pray for someone for Bapstism of the holy spirit.. and Praise GOD it work... was having a great time . and yeah yesterday my dear slept on my shoulder.. was hoping to ask the uncle..(taxi-driver) to drive slower.. that moment i treasure it a lot.. is like weee weee.. lol..
hope it will be forever...

pain!!!!

man.. whole body pain pain... lol.. mustbe i have not ex that much..... today was bored in camp... but have a nice talk with lulu.. he teach me a bout weight training and stuff... need to lost weight.. will help my leg and build myself up... time to keep fit.. today lulu ask me why my blog so short... LULU, my bro let me tell u.. i am a man with few words.. lol but anywayi know u waiting for u girl ... 11 days and counting...

workout day

yeah today went gym.. fun and pain... long time never go gym.. so was fun.. but the pple there all like hunk like that lol,all so big chunk .. this inspire me to get in shape faster... so i can have that kind of abs and can be more healthly...

hmm miss my dear a lot today.. today she went meet her girls out.. she told me she have a great "workout" ....i need to plan more about my life now cannot not idle too much.. wasting time...

life have change after emerge!!!!! LIVE ur LIFE for GOD
only ONE way....

Yeah

hmmm... wat a day, today is... Fun... love going out with huixia.. miss the good old times.. ehehe
but anyway at work was bit slow as today got scolded... hahah was slacking and got scold. and today i need to guard my tongue ... really need to change it.. all the words is so crude.

Need to read the word of GOD more...

yes i am reading on html lesson hope to learn a few tricks in html...and help in my quest for IT..

things happen so fast for me... lesson need to be learned...

SUNday

hmmm.. sunday that so cool... wat a nice ending for the week and a new start..
today have a basketball out reach.. that was fun.. but pain.. have blister on my both feet!!
hahahah now walk like penguin... hmm heard the sub zone result was bad... they need to study more and hard.. study hahahah so long never study books liao but hope to go back.... sch ..

but when i can ORD!! how that life will be better.. i know in GOD all things are possible.. just like my relationship with my huixia hehehe... :

LOVE pple freverntly and GOD whole-hearted... let have this in my life