a lot of thoughts to say.

i agreed with people when they feel neglected by their bf or gf, what can they do? do u think they want to neglected or make the other halves feel that way... of cos not. sometimes i think is the communication that break down caused that and you keep quiet and did not voice out you expect the other half to know.. then it soon will go down the drain..Thinking you are giving space to him/or her.. crap .. relationship is not giving space .. being together is stepping into each other spaces and making the best of it and really influence it. Two space become one space.. so what can i say do it before u let it go.. try harder to press in... never give up.. but if there is "unforseen" things happen then what can i say

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. that is what the bible says.. of cos it hard to do then preach.. but WE are human !!!

every action we as human do will affect others even u like it or not.. and if u do not want people to not judge u for the action then do not do it .. Really i was in that shoe b4 haha!! that hard i can say..

Self righteous is not righteous at all.

today was tired as it was monday!!! haha monday blue... last week was a power feel week, overnite prayer meeting and pm after sun svc. so tired.. but was great.. long time did not go pm liao.. was good but haiz still i cannot maintain it.

My fren adrian got infected with a worm in his laptop.. and he cannot solve it so ask me to take a look, thinking the worm was the same worm with i solve that time. yet it was NOT!!!. now back to the drawing board.

was walking hme.. saw the playground near my house.. remember tat got a person waited for me so long there for me once.. then i started to feel the hurt and pain.. then i smiled with tears...

what hurt the most i ask?

Hurt so bad

the mv so similar to someone's situation I know...

tired.... very tired...

haiz...

EXAm has finished... holiday!!!!!!

haha still got work... anyway hope i can clear this paper... try my best liao... so Let GOd do the rest...

finally got break form sch....
so let have a good break.. and really get myself on track...

this few days, thinking about maths and laptop... think till cannot sleep...

so tired but cannot sleep... that why so moody and bad temper...

exam today...

tired...

stressed...

keep talking to myself....

Standing up...

being so busy this few days..is CNY...

i started to pack the "stuff"... while packing found vows and promises.. tears came and smiles too... was holding it so hard did not want to give up, being trying very hard... so hard so hard, really hard that it affected me in a lot of ways,in which i do not want or wanted to be.

Maybe you are asking why still so emo? haiz take time lah..

i do not understand... but one day i will know..


so i keep telling myself to endure.

Cest' la vie

was a long day today... got kick-off meeting in the morning.. my NYP exam in the evening.. Company dinner in the nite and Howard birthday in the nite too.. wow.. amazed that i did all that today... of cos i know that u are not interested in this..

well today i have a talk with my two spiritual bosses (the two V's)... finally i get to talk to them.. i feel better... really in time u need support is hard to find.. but when u have it, it good to know that they have a listening ear for you...

was thinking must i really be like this for rest of my walk with GOD.. like a backslider... this i been battling for very long... after the incident i really cannot stand up...

But i as my leader say.. man greatest fall is letting his emotion rule him..I know what to do and what to say.. but i afraid to step out... as they say.. it take TIME...
yeah hoping Time will help me.. so i am just looking at time now..

so lets Endure!!!!!!

arhh i wanted to kill that person.. but really hope he is good to her...

really.. i am not lying... crazy inside

t is painful to know the truth from what u see and not what u hear from her directly & honestly.

certain things in life it is not when we wanna let go, it can be so easy too cos that thing or person is precious to us.

This is a really accurate personality test. I got the link from someone's blog. Click here to do the test.



Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.



So any comments???