"lost" dog

hiaz.. just got a call from my friend saying the shetland sheepdog found the original owner.... that means.. i lost a dog..... well hope the owner really take care of him...
really hate to see the dogs putting to sleep... owners did not really take care of their dogs.. and got tired of them.. the same old story, no time. no body to take care..., going overseas, haiz... lame lame lame LAME..

One day i will get my dog...

one day..

C'est la vie

C'est la vie a French phrase meaning "That's life"


That's life... what it mean to me?.. mean to u? People been finding the meaning life for years or even whole lifetime... yet then can miss it when they see it..or when they have what other people do not have and they still say they have not arrive yet, wanting more...

Leaving a legacy, Help to save a life, Fight a war, Know GOD, Do the things u like,

will all this help or they are just shapes and size on people's definitions of life..

Find the one that suit yourself...

For me... being i a circle for very long, still in a circle.. what outside my circle still cannot see clearly....


C'est la vie

today was my resting day at hme... later having a maths exam later.. but yesterday was sick sick sick...high fever.. running nose...haiz... was so tired and painful..

and keep swallowing the boring medicine... over and over again.. was thinking why no body feed me medicine.. once i had one person that did that.. i miss her .... miss her....

maybe i will meet u again.. but now is just a blank

i was sick and i went sun svc... that was strange of me... or i must say uncommon of me to do it.. since i had not being in sun svc for like fews weeks. the feeling was great.. to see my friends once again..

hope i can get it back... Take care


Ces't la vie

Went for a dog-show in expo on sunday.. saw the agility of the dogs... Cool..

went to meet the Foster of the Shetland Sheepdog... she give me a interview and warnings..

Having a dog is big commitment ... and of cos the fun.. can bring him out and walk and run and swim ...

some pic is taken





After that went for a swim with kingsley and FIFI ...
FIFI is abandon GR(Golden Retriever) she was put up in a pet shop for 5 years... when found she has a open wound on her cheeks... haiz.. but now in a foster home.. Hoping a good soul will adopt her
IF u want to adopted her... leave me a msg...

today went for sat svc... actually was going a fren bday party after svc..

i was late... worst i went to the wrong place....


so really sorry my dear friend... i did wanted to go ur bdday ...

so give up and when watch movie with my fren at PS instead... really sorry...

did not want to call u becos i know u will be busy.. and a happy day for u... anyway HAppy birthday !!!! too early rite hahah


take care ..

misunderstand...

accused...

tired with people...

lies....

tech news

Apple have a new macbook call macbook air.. read more here macworld 2008

and watch this funny video of bill gates last day

was driving around.. mind was blank.. but yet i drove myself to the place that give me memories.. was laughing at myself again.. asking why i am here? funny.. feel foolish.

i do not understand why i went there.. and why had this thought, maybe is just that i feel better when i am there.. will bring back happy memories even sad ones..

really do not know how to say it out.. writing down just give me a sense gladness...

to remind me that i am not crazy ...

today .. went for cg for the new year...and svc...

at svc learn about forgiveness.. people always tell me to forgive and forget.. and Pst Tan was right.. it is hard to forget things that hurt u that much.. he offer a 2nd choice is to forgive and let God change it around for your good..

if i can do that, then best.. actually i still find myself struck..

recently my words that i say all not that nice any more.. so less interact with people less conflict that for the best..
so if i have nothing to good to say.. best i shut up...

D-day plus 7.. being 7 days after the new year began..

Still in the process of finding my goals for this year... hope to set it right and do it right..

Went for sat service.. Nowdays when i go service.. it is nice to be alone... i mean sit there no distraction... the feeling is best... being too noisy inside.. like lost in a maze..

Saw a lot of things happen.. My grandaunt had a conditon call Dementia ... and have a mild stroke

Found this in the net on Dementia

Are you or a loved one experiencing any of the following?

• Memory loss that affects your job or lifestyle
• Difficulty performing familiar tasks, such as cooking, driving, paying bills on time
• Problems with language, such as forgetting common words
• Disorientation to time or place, including getting lost
• Poor or decreased judgment
• Constantly misplacing things
• A change in mood or behavior
• A change in personality
• Loss of initiative

These symptoms may indicate a memory disorder or dementia such as Alzheimer disease.

Now she is living in a Hospice...we try to take care of her.. but i know that place will give her a better care and attention.. of cos we should not just leave everything to the hospice personnel...

must find time to visit her.

happy new year

Happy new year...

people ask me about what resolution.. so it make me thinking.

then i did a Research(not in order)

• Lose Weight
• Pay Off Debt
• Save Money
• Get a Better Job
• Get Fit
• Eat Right
• Get a Better Education
• Drink Less Alcohol
• Quit Smoking Now
• Reduce Stress Overall
• Reduce Stress at Work
• Take a Trip
• Volunteer to Help Others

this are not bad ideas...

disclaimer: above are OTHERS pple ideas

but what i want is to be HAPPY... i know it simple.. but being happy is harder then u think..