Just got back home from a long drive... went driving around on the road again.. this time real slow... feeling the breeze... yeah yeah was feeling emo again...

was thinking of crap stuff and really do not know want to do and no one to turn to talk. having silly thoughts. if this not like that, how it will be. blah blah blah blah blah

Feel like i am bursting inside, and do not want to show to others. The wall inside has lock me in again.. so small inside, so dark..

God help me!!!!