note to self

maybe is good to really just write here and really ask myself...



did i do wrong again in the relationship... why pple will react that way.. maybe is just a failure in my part.. it happen to me.. really was feeling lost becos of the mail and stuff... wat my expectation? wat am i thinking... of cos i want to do it of cos o want to make it happen.. maybe just maybe... the "shadow" came back... hiding away , keep quiet and waiting.. you say i do not bother... really... then in the first place why i sms , why want to arrange a meet up..... somthing just crop up and i cannot make time.. and i get a "death sign" haiz...............