It is Tuesday. Monday went by so fast.. i slept most of it...due to the fact i went play pool till 2 am... Singapore's Sunday nite is very bad for pple to go out, i wonder how Singapore get the best nightspot or nightlife in Asia....


Went Double O on sat nite... never knew Clubbing so fun... but of cos without the alcohol!!! and smoke!!! went there with my sch mates.. next time will go again.. drank too much juice ...

tmr is another day..

hee haa

today sick..... stay at home today.. but went to do some errand with my mum...

but slept through the whole day...

so tired... really want to rest...


hate myself more this few days... hate it when i did the wrongs things... do i deserve the chance when i take for granted... the more i do the more i fall deep...




-alex

思念是一種病

what are u afraid of? what make u think this way? really?

this qns has been in my mind.. of cos in the midst of all this things around me will still move and change..

alone , empty, saddened... looking for the answers

am i trying to slow? or is 5 yrs enough? was looking through the old photos.. and stuff.. of cos it does bring that smiles and the tears..

can i just stay like that..

going off soon..............


i want to run away......


do not be like me.... LOSER

Saving Lancer the Husky

For those who feel sympathy for the Husky that bit the little girl's ear, pls do sign the petition below in the hope of saving him from PTS.

petition

I'm sure we all agree tt it's due to the ignorance of the owner tt caused this accident to happen & absolutely no fault of the dog's. Pls do help if u can.


below is the link to the news:
news

思念是一種病


this i agreed.... it become a "sickness"... 才肯相信　錯的是自己...

really want a 2nd chance but was too late... but was happy it like a form of release...

hahaha.... why still thinking about it.... hmmm really do not understand... want to laugh at myself or slap myself...

are u ok??? are u growing??? are u ready?? that i ask alot..

i forget ... i want to forget... i will forget...

忘記...

forget the feelings... forget yourself.... forget the times..... forget the LOVe...

today...


work so hard work till 8pm... wasted... did not do anything that help pple

need to work on my self control liao... so moody... and so hard to hear myself laterly... too much .. anyways SCool is starting next week... will be busy again...


any really hope that i can breathe ... need the courage... got a email today..

read it and have a lot of thoughts... really time to work better and smarter and stand up...

betray myself as long you are happy

yesterday went to have a birthday dinner for weilun and Victor...old relationships and new relationships was there ... was a great fellowship with them...

so many changes... do new changes bring greater things in life... or really let u think that u are still struck and not moving.

like watching a movie and everything is moving but u are like a still pic.. what irony it is...

never really knew how a woman thinks?? -.- maybe i am too shallow... or really not that courageous... in the end


sorry i cannot sleep so must write.. nowadays i force myself to sleep.. so that i will not think too much


-alex

my company have a meeting yesterday.. all staff must attend.. but i did not go becos of a project i need to do..

And the news is this.. MediaRing is taking over us..

can read more here...

http://www.mediaring.com/about_us/press_room/press_file/200710050.php


big company.. big ideas.. big changes????

yesterday slept so early... so tried... but was awake by a lot of funny calls... lol..

anyway yesterday at the briefing was so lame.. waste of time.. i thought i was late for it when i woke up at 7 30 am.. because the briefing start at 8 am. when i reach there i realise that i was one of the earilest... in the end it started 1 hr late... hahaha so much for mobilisation... at there saw a few old friends at the briefing.... have breakfast with one in the end.. As usak the CSM start to scold pple with LONg hair and stuff ...

finally i know wat LOw key and High key, my 10 years cycle.. (7 +3)... each can last 40 days in a year.. wow that long... Now my code name is Palm tree LOL nice name but too lame lah....

hmmm new year will be another ICT again... long march


-alex

time for ICT ( in camp training) Briefing which is tmr.... haiz so tried...

do pple judge you? , yes they do. do not be angry this is not a perfect world. even do not know what to say to them. they rather listen to ur lies.. yet when u want to say the truth they do not believe..Why?.. must it be like this!!!
只能说我输了.. hiaz For those reading this give me some slack.. it my blog!! lol



want to cry but cannot

-alex

is weds so fast and now going thurs... haiz.. really so slow... yet christmas coming soon.. lol need to do somthing and Building Fund is coming yeah!!!!!!

nearly finish the last time.. but due to bad planning... did not fufill... this time i need a amount that i can really do it.....

time to sleep and forget...

醒来了 梦散了
　　 你我都走散了


-alex

淘汰.....................

just came back... went to Lim Chu Kang RD... saw a very nice view!!!!! next time will go there more often... have a good drive to drive away the tiredness and pain..

Emotional breakdown that was discussed, is christian good at self-deceive ? that i agreed... of cos it is grey patch that not many pple will say or agreed.
Can we live in a world that we believe it can be better even we knew that it will not be better at all.
but living in the shell or wall that was formed it does give comfort...

Remembering is hard... forgetting is harder....


-alex