Saturday, December 22, 2007

today.. stay at hme.. and went dinner with my parents to eat the ''3 bowl soup'' resturant... ate the chicken and pick with lecttuce.. it tastes great..

great time spent with my dad, after we went to see his church perform.... it was ok.. till it started to rain...

hmm 3 days till christmas...

Thursday, December 20, 2007

i ask myself why i am like that... am i putting up a front... strong front... yet inside i am very weak...

i try to hold on now for the sake of others.... not for myself anymore... i feel so tried... why i become like that..

why i become like that...

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

happy bday

happy birthday....

same birthday... same person.... same life... but diff feeling...

Thursday, December 13, 2007

sad sight

today was going to work around in the morning. went to my car and start up.. i wind down my window as usual.. when going down from level 4 to level 3.. i notice two kittens laying on the floor. i thought to myself that they were sleeping, but as i look closely then i feel weird. so i start to call out to the two kittens.. no respond.. so i park my car at level 3 and walk over .. to my horror the kittens are dead... arhhhhhhh.. when i say dead i mean really dead.. one of them the face was... bash up till the eye ball drop out... blood everywhere... oh man i shouted out i cannot believed someone did this !!! thinking of removing the bodies of the kitten.. but do not know how.... afraid the blood.... so i deicde to call SPCA to report this.. while i doing this then came a merc cab ... the driver came out and saw the kittens and start to take pics. and show me a signs that the kittens is dead... Crap lah!!! what is he/she thinking!!!! feel like slapping him or run over him with my car!!!!

called the city search for the SPCA tel.. finally got it and call them.. then the person on the line say maybe it is accident. she say a car reverse on them, rubbish!!! two kittens at the same time!!!! rubbish!!!.....i say is animal abuse she say that i need proof for animal abuse. then call the police. (the kittens is dead what proof u want).. haiz.. so i ask how to remove the bodies ,she ask me call HDB.. CRAP!!! then she hang up... CRap!!! so i decided to look around for cleaner as i loking my hp ring again.. is the lady call again... NOw she ask for the address and location of the kittens... NOw that the right thing to do !!!!! she say someone will come down .. then with much distress i left the MSCP(muti-storey carpark)
1 hr later i received a call from SPCA.. they say went down and did not find the bodies.. the cleaner must have remove it...
i still cannot think that a person will do that to cats.. IF u do not like cats do not hurt it.. LEAVE them alone!!!

i had taken the pic too in-case i need proof of the kittens.. will post it up... soon.. or maybe not...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

wow.. Christmas round the corner..... yet so many things not done yet...
still waiting for the person own me money to pay me back asap, then i can buy my new hp or a new wallet... being waiting so long...

asked one fren to join me for christmas svc this year., he agreed to come so let hope he come.
being really do not want to ask pple to join me for christmas as i am in this state..

Thursday, December 06, 2007

now i know... she left a drop of tears in my heart..

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

was driving and thinking what was this year about... this year has been victory and loses..

what i miss.. what i had.. what i have lost.. what i have gain... of cos i hope next year will be better?

is it so fast for pple to change their character or behaviour? 180 degrees change..

in my heart i know it is done.. cannot be change... of cos i hope nothing happen.. but no..

Friday, November 30, 2007

Fool u are

hmmmm.... it Thursday... oopps is Friday... times fly... Dec coming..

so fast it flew by me... been 7 mths... just like my car has been with me...

why am i still counting? why am i still thinking? why i am still here?
that are the qns that grip my mind everyday.... Crap... hate this feeling!!!!!!!!!!!

losing my mind..

Monday, November 26, 2007

Our start
Was a very long movie
It's been showing for 3 years
I've still got the ticket
The ballet on ice
Still whirling in my mind
Watching you
Slowly forgetting you

The blurred times
We've skated very far
The circle drawn by the ice skates
Circles up, who changes?
If we start again
Will we hate it a bit for being difficult
Is love only precious when you don't talk about it?

Give me two more minutes
Let me turn the memories into ice
Don't melt the tears
Your makeup is messed up, how can I remember
I remember you told me to forget
I remember you told me to forget
You say you will cry
Not because you care

Sunday, November 25, 2007

today i was tired... want to cry but no tears.. want to laugh but no joy...

Thanks for the gift and words of encouragement From my CG members...


But really... do not want to trouble u all...

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Link for Cheryl birthday vidz:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2qzPmP3ii4

Sunday, November 11, 2007

so tired... after i burn the over-nite oil to complete cheryl birthday CD... ended 5 am.. and slept for a while before i when for svc in expo hall 8.


really do not want to go on anymore, yet something is just holding me on.

Just hope time can be freeze...

Thursday, November 08, 2007

GOD save the cat

yesterday was driving hme around 3 am.. i heard a loud thump to my car.. then i thought what was it.. look at the rear mirror , saw a black thing flash by... it a cat....this time i thought i have a road kill...... but i see the cat was running away from me..but anyway i stop the car to check any trace of blood or fur... i did not see any.. thanks God...
it was really funny i on my headlights and flood lights still the cat did not see me.. imagine the cat run towards my car... haha a bit funny...

Thanks God.. no cat and car was harmed...


alex

Tuesday, November 06, 2007


if we did not meet then we can be friends now...







Sunday, November 04, 2007

HElp!!!

This is one funny msg I read... Enjoy!!! speak a lot of truth

TECH SUPPORT 1.0
Dear Tech Support:
A while ago I upgraded GIRLFRIEND 7.0 to WIFE 1.0.1. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected organizational and renovation processing that took up a lot of time and valuable resources.
In addition, WIFE 1.0.1 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as SURFING 10.3, CLUBBING 7.5 AND RACQUETBALL 3.6.
I can’t seem to keep WIFE 1.0.1 in the background while attempting to run my other favorite applications. I’m thinking about going back to GIRLFRIEND 7.0 but the uninstall doesn’t work on WIFE 1.0.1.

Please Help!

Troubled User…

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This is the reply:

Dear Troubled User:
This is a very common problem that men often complain about.
Many people upgrade from GIRLFRIEND 7.0 to WIFE 1.0.1 thinking that it is just a utilities and entertainment program. WIFE 1.0.1 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING. It is also impossible to delete WIFE 1.01.1 and return to GIRLFRIEND 7.0. It is impossible to uninstall, or purge the program files from the system once installed.
You cannot go back to GIRLFRIEND 7.0 because WIFE 1.0.1 is designed not to allow this. Look in your WIFE 1.0.1 manual under WARNINGS: ALIMONY AND COMMUNITY PROPERTY. I recommend that you just keep WIFE 1.0.1 and work on improving the situation. I suggest installing the background application YES DEAR 2.7 to alleviate your program problems.
The best course of action is to enter the command C:\APOLOGIZE because ultimately you will have to give the APOLOGIZE command before the system will return to normal anyway.
WIFE 1.0.1 is a great program but it tends to be very high maintenance. WIFE 1.0.1 does come with several support programs such as CLEAN AND SWEEP 3.0, COOK IT 1.5, and SEX 4.2, however be very careful how you use these programs. Improper use will cause the system to launch the program NAG NAG 9.5. Once this happens, the only way to improve the performance of WIFE 1.0.1 is to purchase additional software. I recommend FLOWERS 2.1 AND DIAMONDS 5.0.
WARNING!! Do not under any circumstances install SECRETARY WITH SHORT SKIRT 3.3. This application is not supported by WIFE 1.0.1 and will cause irreversible damage to the operating system.

Best of Luck
Tech Support



so the moral of the story... Take good care of ur Wife!!!!








Thursday, November 01, 2007

thin thread of line

2am still cannot sleep... was at sch earlier..

the lesson getting harder and harder....!!!!
really want to give up... was thinking no point carrying on... since no difference it will make me..

been having a bad mood .... really cannot see the breakthrough that i want, was so sad and angry about it... was having a crazy thought of leaving... and bah bah bah.. wimp i scold myself...


still holding on.. how long i do not know...Let God decide

-alex

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

It is Tuesday. Monday went by so fast.. i slept most of it...due to the fact i went play pool till 2 am... Singapore's Sunday nite is very bad for pple to go out, i wonder how Singapore get the best nightspot or nightlife in Asia....


Went Double O on sat nite... never knew Clubbing so fun... but of cos without the alcohol!!! and smoke!!! went there with my sch mates.. next time will go again.. drank too much juice ...

tmr is another day..

Friday, October 26, 2007

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

today sick..... stay at home today.. but went to do some errand with my mum...

but slept through the whole day...

so tired... really want to rest...


hate myself more this few days... hate it when i did the wrongs things... do i deserve the chance when i take for granted... the more i do the more i fall deep...




-alex

Sunday, October 21, 2007

思念是一種病

Friday, October 19, 2007

what are u afraid of? what make u think this way? really?

this qns has been in my mind.. of cos in the midst of all this things around me will still move and change..

alone , empty, saddened... looking for the answers

am i trying to slow? or is 5 yrs enough? was looking through the old photos.. and stuff.. of cos it does bring that smiles and the tears..

can i just stay like that..

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

going off soon..............


i want to run away......


do not be like me.... LOSER

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Saving Lancer the Husky

For those who feel sympathy for the Husky that bit the little girl's ear, pls do sign the petition below in the hope of saving him from PTS.

petition

I'm sure we all agree tt it's due to the ignorance of the owner tt caused this accident to happen & absolutely no fault of the dog's. Pls do help if u can.


below is the link to the news:
news

Sunday, October 14, 2007

思念是一種病


this i agreed.... it become a "sickness"... 才肯相信 錯的是自己...

really want a 2nd chance but was too late... but was happy it like a form of release...

hahaha.... why still thinking about it.... hmmm really do not understand... want to laugh at myself or slap myself...

are u ok??? are u growing??? are u ready?? that i ask alot..

Friday, October 12, 2007

i forget ... i want to forget... i will forget...

忘記...

forget the feelings... forget yourself.... forget the times..... forget the LOVe...

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

today...


work so hard work till 8pm... wasted... did not do anything that help pple

need to work on my self control liao... so moody... and so hard to hear myself laterly... too much .. anyways SCool is starting next week... will be busy again...


any really hope that i can breathe ... need the courage... got a email today..

read it and have a lot of thoughts... really time to work better and smarter and stand up...

betray myself as long you are happy

Monday, October 08, 2007

yesterday went to have a birthday dinner for weilun and Victor...old relationships and new relationships was there ... was a great fellowship with them...

so many changes... do new changes bring greater things in life... or really let u think that u are still struck and not moving.

like watching a movie and everything is moving but u are like a still pic.. what irony it is...

never really knew how a woman thinks?? -.- maybe i am too shallow... or really not that courageous... in the end


sorry i cannot sleep so must write.. nowadays i force myself to sleep.. so that i will not think too much


-alex

Saturday, October 06, 2007

my company have a meeting yesterday.. all staff must attend.. but i did not go becos of a project i need to do..

And the news is this.. MediaRing is taking over us..

can read more here...

http://www.mediaring.com/about_us/press_room/press_file/200710050.php


big company.. big ideas.. big changes????
yesterday slept so early... so tried... but was awake by a lot of funny calls... lol..

anyway yesterday at the briefing was so lame.. waste of time.. i thought i was late for it when i woke up at 7 30 am.. because the briefing start at 8 am. when i reach there i realise that i was one of the earilest... in the end it started 1 hr late... hahaha so much for mobilisation... at there saw a few old friends at the briefing.... have breakfast with one in the end.. As usak the CSM start to scold pple with LONg hair and stuff ...

finally i know wat LOw key and High key, my 10 years cycle.. (7 +3)... each can last 40 days in a year.. wow that long... Now my code name is Palm tree LOL nice name but too lame lah....

hmmm new year will be another ICT again... long march


-alex

Thursday, October 04, 2007

time for ICT ( in camp training) Briefing which is tmr.... haiz so tried...

do pple judge you? , yes they do. do not be angry this is not a perfect world. even do not know what to say to them. they rather listen to ur lies.. yet when u want to say the truth they do not believe..Why?.. must it be like this!!!
只能说我输了.. hiaz For those reading this give me some slack.. it my blog!! lol



want to cry but cannot

-alex

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

is weds so fast and now going thurs... haiz.. really so slow... yet christmas coming soon.. lol need to do somthing and Building Fund is coming yeah!!!!!!

nearly finish the last time.. but due to bad planning... did not fufill... this time i need a amount that i can really do it.....

time to sleep and forget...

醒来了 梦散了
   你我都走散了


-alex

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

淘汰.....................
just came back... went to Lim Chu Kang RD... saw a very nice view!!!!! next time will go there more often... have a good drive to drive away the tiredness and pain..

Emotional breakdown that was discussed, is christian good at self-deceive ? that i agreed... of cos it is grey patch that not many pple will say or agreed.
Can we live in a world that we believe it can be better even we knew that it will not be better at all.
but living in the shell or wall that was formed it does give comfort...

Remembering is hard... forgetting is harder....


-alex

Saturday, September 29, 2007

hello..... today was so tired... sleep for 2 hrs... Becos need to send my mum and aunties to airport for the korea trip..... haiz cannot get to go this time... WHy i have ICT.... anyway after send my mum off.. still early ... went east coast park.. and have a walk... and see the sights.. of the park..

was walking alone...



Someone say time will let u forget things.. even the things u do not want to remember



-alex

Friday, September 28, 2007

Back

hmmmm midnight... went to victor's grandpa wake...
before that went to help howard to do his Friday sub zone event... and went to cut my hair..

so slow and so empty.. even after a short holiday at genting.. the trip was great... have fun.,hope it can last longer.. but of cos life is not just holidayis still work.. work work in work then u find your purpose...

but sometime running away is also a way to deal with the problem

back to reality....


-alex

Saturday, September 22, 2007

can't sleep.. need pple to talk to... but so late... so decide to write a bit...


old memories came back.... cannot now shake them away... still remember... the memories i really treasure... sometimes i ask why? why did not i do that ? why did not i realise?

Why??

what a joke!!!

-alex

Friday, September 21, 2007

Exam results is out!!!!!


heard frm my schmate Ken ... thanks.. he always will ring me up.... and tel me news

this time not bad got 2 C+ and one B... long time did not studied.... all mostly last min... not bad rite?


of cos i want to give a BIG thanks to Annie aka Miss Teo.. for helping me... her time in teaching me in my maths... lol... hard on her ... Round Two soon... need to treat her food....

so busy with work now...so many projects... hmm need more time to rest..




-@lex

Monday, September 17, 2007

A380 Maiden Flight




howard and me was there for it... it a RC model A380 ...

Howard did not believe it can fly.. and it flew!!!!!! yeah.. great flying...

Sunday, September 16, 2007

so tired today... went Sunday service... and
met a old old fren since i come church in 1999..

long time did not see her ... she looking great... hope she stay in church now...
still remember we belong to same CG w34 when i first came to church... the good old days...

went Botak Jones again today.... this time with Weilun... twice in a wk.. the food was ok... is the company that matters... and catch a movie "Rouge assassin"... finally Jet Li is in a hollywood movie that make sense other then" Fearless"..

today is Evon (big boss wife) b'day... happy birthday to u.. take care and recover fast.. Hope u will be better soon

And in the evening went makan with my mum for a international buffet.. eat till near vomit... can see my mum is happy with it... she waited to eat dinner with me very long very long... haha not so long one wk liao...

hmmm tmr is monday.... monday blue liao.. but Genting trip is coming yeah got time to relax liao....

Saturday, September 15, 2007

is Friday.... been a busy week... so much to do.. so much to learn...

at work.. so many servers to install.. have great fun... with the engineers...
attend a lotus notes lesson.. Crash course.. pick up a few tips...

Deja vu ..

so familiar... a piece of eternity i saw... God really show bits of his future to u...

yesterday went Botak Jones with Howard... lol eat till we bust again...
great time to spent just makan and talk..

Loving driving alone more now... fun to drive and drive the long roads... feel the wind in your face.. and Thanks God for it...




-alex

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

薔薔





nice song by Ella for her dog... which passed away
touching...

-alez

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

lost my mind

today was kern going for his two yrs stint at tawian .. went to see him off.. was sad that he was leaving... one less person to talk to.

i am so discourage today... it just happen... i ask GOd to forgive me and my action..

Really need to get out of it... was coping well but it just broke... but i want to keep fighting... Lord help!!!... in a dilemma for very long.. or confused...
sometimes i ask GOd why happen to me, is it to teach me something or letting me challenge my character...
in my mind it just like a box, dark and cold... Now..

giving up? lost? angry about myself? what going on?

Choices are made each day to bring you to your next day in life.

now i just want to sleep and not wake up...

Saturday, September 08, 2007

it friday!!!!

yeah.. a bit late to say is friday....

as usual the office was so quiet....

in the nite have a marche outing with my team "the 7th heaven".... nice food ... but no space for us to seat and talk... went to Ben and Jerry's for ice-cream.. and elly's place for makan but close... then went to balstier for food hunt... hahah keep eating non-stop...

it is final i can't go Korea and HK... due to ICT briefing...( In Camp Trainning)

haiz wasted... was a free trip yet cannot go.... but nvm i got my Genting trip
!!!!

hmmm was with weilun on wed.. had a talk with with him... open my mind...nice one Bro...

Knowing the beginning was wrong.. yet want to hold is hard... try yet fail...
Now i must pick up the pieces and carry on Living

-alex

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Sunday, September 02, 2007

outing

today have CG outing... it was fun... of cos there are some part that can do better...


the target have been met and new things have arise...
weiling share a great testimony..... *clap**clap**clap**clap**clap*


really do not know what to write .... i very in a bad state of mind... so confuse....

take care all...

-alex

Thursday, August 30, 2007

today was a great day... work was fine and the fellowship with Victor and the brotherhood.. Amen... when to visit Yvonne who is in hospital due to a op..
the scars is so long... Get well soon boss's Wife!!!... will keep praying for you and family...

in the car i have a nice chat with Victor ...

I just heard the news today... even i know that i try to forget the real reasons behind it...

my life is going to change...

I closed my eyes, begin to pray...

Then tears of joy and pain stream down my face...

-alex

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

been a busy day... so busy i forget.. a lot of things...

now i have a pain in the neck... really painful...

so tired... wanted to give up liao...

three months... so fast... arhhh still not done yet... work in progress..

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

-alex

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Exam out.. breather in

yeahhhhhhh today was my final papers... for this semt.. haha long way to go and to finish... this few days busy studying... now got headache.... but anyway holidays are here for me..hahah still do not know when restart sch...

hahaha do not care... enjoy this short moments of rest...

still been cold... and numb inside.. but know it will go... but was hoping to put in something that of worth...


-alex

Friday, August 17, 2007




hmm this photo is done by a very artistic lady... hmmm u will know who i am talk about...

stay strong girl... next time let go take more photos 2gether

-alex

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

!!!BOtak JOnes!!! -makan places
















hmmmm... taste good ... finally get to eat the infamous Botak Jones...

next will go again.. the sausages are big and the fries are Bigger!!!

so next time who want to eat call me.. i come pick u up....

-alex

clip of the day






-alex

Sunday, August 12, 2007

surprise--

–noun
1. an act or instance of surprising or being surprised.
2. something that surprises someone; a completely unexpected occurrence, appearance, or statement: His announcement was a surprise to all.

3. a coming upon unexpectedly; detecting in the act; taking unawares.

Was going out with the "brotherhood" at MS... and JJ pass me a white PSP and say give me... THANKS YOU JUNJIE!!!!!! always want a psp to play... now finally have one...


of cos today also i saw want i did not expected to see too... but thanks to howard... he pull me away.. why i just cannot see eye to eye.. or is the "rock" still so heavy in my life... LET go and let God...

hmmm anyway thank JJ for the present.... and the great fellowship today

-alex

Monday, August 06, 2007

Oceans will part...



Ocean will part and let your will come into my life...



-Alex

Everything



See this Video till the end...

Everything.. That why i follow Him...

God, you are wonderful

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Clip of the day




Evolution of Dance..

Enjoy

sick...

after all the no sleep days( one month) plus all the late nites up.. and all the work for my project....

now i am sick........ arh hate it... thought that i could have relax time b4 my exam.. no0.. i am sick with flu......
so much aching in my body now...
now got more medicines to eat..

really hope for the holidays to come... God help me!!!!!

Monday, July 30, 2007

Clip of the day



Something New....

Friday, July 27, 2007

clip of the day



will be doing this clip of the day.. so enjoy this....

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

yesterday went to see the doc... ask for some medic to help me sleep in the night..

the doc ask me for a full body checkup... haha that crazy...

not able to sleep this few nights... and now eyes in pain and tired in the day..


Thanks Roy for the help in the C#... hope to meet up with u soon again.. Cheer up man..

was troubled in the mind lately.....

Monday, July 23, 2007

"gold fish


Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


nice view after my show at MS when to watch harry potter... nice man... really hope i got a better camera.... hmmm need a cannon 400D

Saturday, July 14, 2007





life is faster with my bugatti veyron



will it blend!!!! yes IPOD does blend

Sunday, July 08, 2007

move house day... haha today went to help leader and friend to move her house....

wow so many boxsssss... and worst of all no lift....

anyway was fun with the guys doing all the moving and dismantling and the ladies packing and unpacking.....


next time move huse call us.... lol
Is 7/7/07 a lucky day?

Seven is often associated with good luck and for some people it has mystical or religious associations. It's a prime number, though so are 3, 11 and 13,267. Seven appears frequently in the Bible, and there are seven days in a week, seven wonders of the world, seven seas, seven sins and seven virtues.Christianity has seven sacraments

To some, 7/7/07 is simply another day or, perhaps, a magnet for superstition, astrologers and marketing companies. But to many people, the number seven holds special, even spiritual or supernatural significance. seven is often associated with magic, wisdom, intelligence, mystery and solitude. The day has caused many people to pore over their lives, looking for the number seven -- in their age, anniversary, the day they met their spouse -- and a variety of events have been planned accordingly.


hmm think about it...

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

went to watch the transformer twice in two days... lol

nice show... nice CGI .. hope can learn a bit to do that in computing


knowing the truth really pains you..especially it about your close one... is it all a lie?????????... but knowing the truth also will set you free... that has been my thinking... but is hard to accept it....

God help me!!!!! really want to punch the guy...... and really teach him a lesson...



no sacrifice no victory that the thing i want to do now..!!!

Saturday, June 30, 2007

hmm.. so late i am still up.... did to rush the video for victor asap.. anyone can help... please help.... ideas or software

Friday, June 29, 2007

let see.... wow yesterday P.M was great.. can see the church going to greater heights... and can see Pastor Kong the hunger.. for GOD.... was really heart refreshing...... long time never pray loud.. and so long but most of all learn how to flow flow.. with the Holy Spirit....


was having a mind blogging time yesterday... did some "AHem" special thing for someone.. but after that.. was worry about the timming... Can i finish in time..???

Amen.



sat is time for me to do some changes on my "Lambor". tinting the windows... change the exhaust.. lol.. hope it look nice..

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

death.. came so fast and gone so fast... my best fren grandma passed away on monday.. so sad... went to visit her on sunday. so fast....

really learn to treasure the pple around u.. and really thanks GOD that they are around... even they sometimes they do not see eye to eye with u.

bless them... love them....

Sunday, June 24, 2007

hmmmm below is my lambor.. pic lol enjoy.. soon it will change when i "lup" it lol













Friday, June 22, 2007

got my new ride

hi pple.. i have been a 4 days since i got my new car.. a m2sp... not my dream car.. but can make the best of it... was thinking how to mod...

but thanks my Mum for the sponsorship... hehe..

will post up my "lamb" pic soon...


gtg hahah got a dinner

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Happy father day!!!

yeah... today is father's day...
wanted to do special thing for my dad... but did not have any idea...

so decided to have lunch instead...

have a great day with my dad n family .. went to Din Tai fung to eat, nice food .. after that went shopping... and eat again at bedok... but can see that my dad is very happy today... first time my dad want to buy me jeans.. was so delighted... long time did not have a family eating together.... so busy with 'life'.. hope to do it more often..

Learn to love and treasure the people around you..



Amen..

Thursday, June 14, 2007

thursday..

heartache.... is the heart attached to the brain... is it easily influenced by it??....

out of the heart flows the matters of the heart..is it true???

Man... u never walk alone... but who is with me????? inside really want to shout out!!!!!!!!

i need a holiday!!!!! need to go somewhere that is nice and relax and enjoy the nature.... or just drive around in the fastest speed..........

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Fasting over...

today is the last day of my fasting.... being eight days... it has been a great time in the Lord... really lean on HIS strength... and HIS words.....

really i am happy about it... will go for it another time... yeahhhhhh!!!!!

Anything for u GOD....

of cos it too have sad times... but i know i cherish it a lot... even it ended...


now hope to ready to stand up and see the horizon that i did not see before...

just like Abraham....

Amen...

Sunday, June 10, 2007

the day the car is sold....

wow today was a great day.... PM at expo... rocks... hall 1 yet still got pple lost....

anyway today evening was cool... went orchard.. city hall. sing ming rd... upper tho rd.. cck... then ubi then Eunos indstrial.. and then bedok 85....... wooooo look like i when all around singapore today... u are asking why????? Becos my car window got struck... not one but both of my automatic window got struck..... have a "Hair raising time".... wind in the hair... weird smelllfrom the road....... ask alot a pple to help... AND it is SUNDay..... arghhhh.. meet all the funny pple....

Howard anyway thanks for today.... and shan and annie to try help fix the window.. and victor too.....


anyway one more day and my fasting is over.... have a great time this wk... in fasting

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

keep climbing




the day we climb up 43 storey of suntec city... but of cos we finish the rest.. but the rest are too fast.... old liao

Monday, May 28, 2007

2 days to Emerge 2007

2 days to Emerge 2007... can't wait for it to come...


this is the website for more info: http://www.emerge.sg/www/index.php


time to change mindset...... woootttttt

Friday, May 25, 2007

Emerge 2007

Countdown!
5 days to Emerge 2007
wooooooooooo nice...

Here the Schedule


Conference Schedule - Singapore Expo Hall 8
Note : The conference schedule above is accurate as on May 23, 2007. However, it may be subject to further changes.
THURSDAY (31 MAY)
10 a.m. - 1 p.m. SESSION 1 Hall 8 Main Hall
2 p.m. - 4 p.m. Word Power Finals Hall 8 Main Hall
Personal Testimony Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 3
Math Olympiad Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 4
2 p.m. - 3 p.m. Brainiest Youth Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 2
3 p.m. - 5 p.m. Spelling Bee Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 2
6 p.m. - 10 p.m. SESSION 2 Hall 8 Main Hall
Parade of Schools
FRIDAY (1 JUNE)
10 a.m. - 1 p.m. SESSION 3 Hall 8 Main Hall
2 p.m. - 4 p.m. Debate Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 2
Preaching Challenge Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 3
3 p.m. - 5 p.m. Beauty Pageant & Manhunt Finals Hall 8 Main Hall
7 p.m. - 11 p.m. SESSION 4
Beauty Pageant & Manhunt Grand Finals
Spelling Bee Finals (3rd & 4th placing)
SATURDAY (2 JUNE)
12 p.m. - 3 p.m. Talentime Finals Hall 8 Main Hall
4.30 p.m. - 5 p.m. Make-up& Costume, Jeans & T-Shirt Design Finals Hall 8 Main Hall
5 p.m. - 9 p.m. SESSION 5
"Who Wants to be a Missionary" Finals
SUNDAY (3 JUNE)
10 a.m. - 11.30 a.m. SESSION 6 (Big Day) Hall 8 Main Hall
12.30 p.m. - 2 p.m. SESSION 7 (Big Day)
4.45 p.m. - 5 p.m. Winning Eleven Grand Finals
5 p.m. - 9 p.m. SESSION 8 (Grand Finale)
Spelling Bee Grand Finals (1st & 2nd placing)
Arm Wrestling Grand Finals (1st & 2nd placing)
Prize Presentation

Be There!!!!!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Thanks you

thanks you all my Good friends and buddy..... i will jiayou.......


With God it is possible.... i will learn to stand up... although i am unwilling, but i must let GOd do a work in me... and change for the best....

like the song from Jay Chow... An jing 安静。。。。

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

。。。。。。

Monday, May 21, 2007

B lades of Glory - movie to watch





this movies rock hahahahaha have a good laugh.. remember to Capture the Dream

try harder

goood nite...... wow wat a day today is... have a good rest finally after so many sleepless nights and watch a movie with the guys.....


finally i have sorted the thinking.. this few days was the toughest days of my life.... decision was made... regrets came... Love and mercy is needed...

have alot of advice... and talking .. really need it.. and was good...

a lot of tears was shed on saturday.....

three months - that the time line i give myself.. to forget... and try living again.. without her..... GOd help me....... Hope changes will set in....

vision is needed and dreams to live...

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Feelings

hmmm. what can i say.. do i deserved it or not... want to give a good laugh but seem laugh have left me.. only left pain and fear... ..

Pick urself up ALex time to go.... i keep repeating to my self...

today wanted a NEw beginning, but it have a Ending...

Sunday, May 13, 2007

wall knock it down

walls u face in life is hard.. but learn to rise up after we hit it or else it will block u from growing...

people around u care till u care..

wan to cry out... but no voice.. and no tears when u cry.. becos u know that life is more then that... so be happy and lift ur Eyes up and see the road... keep moving keep moving....

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

boring

hmm i think their is no one reading my blog one.... hahaha my blog so bored...........

It is like a old bks that is loss in a pile of Sales bk at pouplur..... hahahaha

anyway came on so blog a bit.... hahah.. blogging is so off key now...


hmm buying a van SOOn.. but think that is it hard for me to live on... hmmmmm am i really?????

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