today sick..... stay at home today.. but went to do some errand with my mum...

but slept through the whole day...

so tired... really want to rest...


hate myself more this few days... hate it when i did the wrongs things... do i deserve the chance when i take for granted... the more i do the more i fall deep...




-alex

思念是一種病

what are u afraid of? what make u think this way? really?

this qns has been in my mind.. of cos in the midst of all this things around me will still move and change..

alone , empty, saddened... looking for the answers

am i trying to slow? or is 5 yrs enough? was looking through the old photos.. and stuff.. of cos it does bring that smiles and the tears..

can i just stay like that..

going off soon..............


i want to run away......


do not be like me.... LOSER

Saving Lancer the Husky

For those who feel sympathy for the Husky that bit the little girl's ear, pls do sign the petition below in the hope of saving him from PTS.

petition

I'm sure we all agree tt it's due to the ignorance of the owner tt caused this accident to happen & absolutely no fault of the dog's. Pls do help if u can.


below is the link to the news:
news

思念是一種病


this i agreed.... it become a "sickness"... 才肯相信　錯的是自己...

really want a 2nd chance but was too late... but was happy it like a form of release...

hahaha.... why still thinking about it.... hmmm really do not understand... want to laugh at myself or slap myself...

are u ok??? are u growing??? are u ready?? that i ask alot..

i forget ... i want to forget... i will forget...

忘記...

forget the feelings... forget yourself.... forget the times..... forget the LOVe...

today...


work so hard work till 8pm... wasted... did not do anything that help pple

need to work on my self control liao... so moody... and so hard to hear myself laterly... too much .. anyways SCool is starting next week... will be busy again...


any really hope that i can breathe ... need the courage... got a email today..

read it and have a lot of thoughts... really time to work better and smarter and stand up...

betray myself as long you are happy

yesterday went to have a birthday dinner for weilun and Victor...old relationships and new relationships was there ... was a great fellowship with them...

so many changes... do new changes bring greater things in life... or really let u think that u are still struck and not moving.

like watching a movie and everything is moving but u are like a still pic.. what irony it is...

never really knew how a woman thinks?? -.- maybe i am too shallow... or really not that courageous... in the end


sorry i cannot sleep so must write.. nowadays i force myself to sleep.. so that i will not think too much


-alex

my company have a meeting yesterday.. all staff must attend.. but i did not go becos of a project i need to do..

And the news is this.. MediaRing is taking over us..

can read more here...

http://www.mediaring.com/about_us/press_room/press_file/200710050.php


big company.. big ideas.. big changes????

yesterday slept so early... so tried... but was awake by a lot of funny calls... lol..

anyway yesterday at the briefing was so lame.. waste of time.. i thought i was late for it when i woke up at 7 30 am.. because the briefing start at 8 am. when i reach there i realise that i was one of the earilest... in the end it started 1 hr late... hahaha so much for mobilisation... at there saw a few old friends at the briefing.... have breakfast with one in the end.. As usak the CSM start to scold pple with LONg hair and stuff ...

finally i know wat LOw key and High key, my 10 years cycle.. (7 +3)... each can last 40 days in a year.. wow that long... Now my code name is Palm tree LOL nice name but too lame lah....

hmmm new year will be another ICT again... long march


-alex

time for ICT ( in camp training) Briefing which is tmr.... haiz so tried...

do pple judge you? , yes they do. do not be angry this is not a perfect world. even do not know what to say to them. they rather listen to ur lies.. yet when u want to say the truth they do not believe..Why?.. must it be like this!!!
只能说我输了.. hiaz For those reading this give me some slack.. it my blog!! lol



want to cry but cannot

-alex

is weds so fast and now going thurs... haiz.. really so slow... yet christmas coming soon.. lol need to do somthing and Building Fund is coming yeah!!!!!!

nearly finish the last time.. but due to bad planning... did not fufill... this time i need a amount that i can really do it.....

time to sleep and forget...

醒来了 梦散了
　　 你我都走散了


-alex

淘汰.....................

just came back... went to Lim Chu Kang RD... saw a very nice view!!!!! next time will go there more often... have a good drive to drive away the tiredness and pain..

Emotional breakdown that was discussed, is christian good at self-deceive ? that i agreed... of cos it is grey patch that not many pple will say or agreed.
Can we live in a world that we believe it can be better even we knew that it will not be better at all.
but living in the shell or wall that was formed it does give comfort...

Remembering is hard... forgetting is harder....


-alex

hello..... today was so tired... sleep for 2 hrs... Becos need to send my mum and aunties to airport for the korea trip..... haiz cannot get to go this time... WHy i have ICT.... anyway after send my mum off.. still early ... went east coast park.. and have a walk... and see the sights.. of the park..

was walking alone...



Someone say time will let u forget things.. even the things u do not want to remember



-alex

Back

hmmmm midnight... went to victor's grandpa wake...
before that went to help howard to do his Friday sub zone event... and went to cut my hair..

so slow and so empty.. even after a short holiday at genting.. the trip was great... have fun.,hope it can last longer.. but of cos life is not just holidayis still work.. work work in work then u find your purpose...

but sometime running away is also a way to deal with the problem

back to reality....


-alex

can't sleep.. need pple to talk to... but so late... so decide to write a bit...


old memories came back.... cannot now shake them away... still remember... the memories i really treasure... sometimes i ask why? why did not i do that ? why did not i realise?

Why??

what a joke!!!

-alex

Exam results is out!!!!!


heard frm my schmate Ken ... thanks.. he always will ring me up.... and tel me news

this time not bad got 2 C+ and one B... long time did not studied.... all mostly last min... not bad rite?


of cos i want to give a BIG thanks to Annie aka Miss Teo.. for helping me... her time in teaching me in my maths... lol... hard on her ... Round Two soon... need to treat her food....

so busy with work now...so many projects... hmm need more time to rest..




-@lex

A380 Maiden Flight

howard and me was there for it... it a RC model A380 ...

Howard did not believe it can fly.. and it flew!!!!!! yeah.. great flying...

so tired today... went Sunday service... and
met a old old fren since i come church in 1999..

long time did not see her ... she looking great... hope she stay in church now...
still remember we belong to same CG w34 when i first came to church... the good old days...

went Botak Jones again today.... this time with Weilun... twice in a wk.. the food was ok... is the company that matters... and catch a movie "Rouge assassin"... finally Jet Li is in a hollywood movie that make sense other then" Fearless"..

today is Evon (big boss wife) b'day... happy birthday to u.. take care and recover fast.. Hope u will be better soon

And in the evening went makan with my mum for a international buffet.. eat till near vomit... can see my mum is happy with it... she waited to eat dinner with me very long very long... haha not so long one wk liao...

hmmm tmr is monday.... monday blue liao.. but Genting trip is coming yeah got time to relax liao....

is Friday.... been a busy week... so much to do.. so much to learn...

at work.. so many servers to install.. have great fun... with the engineers...
attend a lotus notes lesson.. Crash course.. pick up a few tips...

Deja vu ..

so familiar... a piece of eternity i saw... God really show bits of his future to u...

yesterday went Botak Jones with Howard... lol eat till we bust again...
great time to spent just makan and talk..

Loving driving alone more now... fun to drive and drive the long roads... feel the wind in your face.. and Thanks God for it...




-alex

薔薔

nice song by Ella for her dog... which passed away
touching...

-alez

lost my mind

today was kern going for his two yrs stint at tawian .. went to see him off.. was sad that he was leaving... one less person to talk to.

i am so discourage today... it just happen... i ask GOd to forgive me and my action..

Really need to get out of it... was coping well but it just broke... but i want to keep fighting... Lord help!!!... in a dilemma for very long.. or confused...
sometimes i ask GOd why happen to me, is it to teach me something or letting me challenge my character...
in my mind it just like a box, dark and cold... Now..

giving up? lost? angry about myself? what going on?

Choices are made each day to bring you to your next day in life.

now i just want to sleep and not wake up...

it friday!!!!

yeah.. a bit late to say is friday....

as usual the office was so quiet....

in the nite have a marche outing with my team "the 7th heaven".... nice food ... but no space for us to seat and talk... went to Ben and Jerry's for ice-cream.. and elly's place for makan but close... then went to balstier for food hunt... hahah keep eating non-stop...

it is final i can't go Korea and HK... due to ICT briefing...( In Camp Trainning)

haiz wasted... was a free trip yet cannot go.... but nvm i got my Genting trip
!!!!

hmmm was with weilun on wed.. had a talk with with him... open my mind...nice one Bro...

Knowing the beginning was wrong.. yet want to hold is hard... try yet fail...
Now i must pick up the pieces and carry on Living

-alex

Genocide of the Hmong in the Jungle of Laos

outing

today have CG outing... it was fun... of cos there are some part that can do better...


the target have been met and new things have arise...
weiling share a great testimony..... *clap**clap**clap**clap**clap*


really do not know what to write .... i very in a bad state of mind... so confuse....

take care all...

-alex

today was a great day... work was fine and the fellowship with Victor and the brotherhood.. Amen... when to visit Yvonne who is in hospital due to a op..
the scars is so long... Get well soon boss's Wife!!!... will keep praying for you and family...

in the car i have a nice chat with Victor ...

I just heard the news today... even i know that i try to forget the real reasons behind it...

my life is going to change...

I closed my eyes, begin to pray...

Then tears of joy and pain stream down my face...

-alex

been a busy day... so busy i forget.. a lot of things...

now i have a pain in the neck... really painful...

so tired... wanted to give up liao...

three months... so fast... arhhh still not done yet... work in progress..

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

-alex

Exam out.. breather in

yeahhhhhhh today was my final papers... for this semt.. haha long way to go and to finish... this few days busy studying... now got headache.... but anyway holidays are here for me..hahah still do not know when restart sch...

hahaha do not care... enjoy this short moments of rest...

still been cold... and numb inside.. but know it will go... but was hoping to put in something that of worth...


-alex

hmm this photo is done by a very artistic lady... hmmm u will know who i am talk about...

stay strong girl... next time let go take more photos 2gether

-alex

!!!BOtak JOnes!!! -makan places

hmmmm... taste good ... finally get to eat the infamous Botak Jones...

next will go again.. the sausages are big and the fries are Bigger!!!

so next time who want to eat call me.. i come pick u up....

-alex

clip of the day

-alex

surprise--

–noun
1. an act or instance of surprising or being surprised.
2. something that surprises someone; a completely unexpected occurrence, appearance, or statement: His announcement was a surprise to all.

3. a coming upon unexpectedly; detecting in the act; taking unawares.

Was going out with the "brotherhood" at MS... and JJ pass me a white PSP and say give me... THANKS YOU JUNJIE!!!!!! always want a psp to play... now finally have one...


of cos today also i saw want i did not expected to see too... but thanks to howard... he pull me away.. why i just cannot see eye to eye.. or is the "rock" still so heavy in my life... LET go and let God...

hmmm anyway thank JJ for the present.... and the great fellowship today

-alex

Oceans will part...

Ocean will part and let your will come into my life...



-Alex

Everything

See this Video till the end...

Everything.. That why i follow Him...

God, you are wonderful

Clip of the day

Evolution of Dance..

Enjoy

sick...

after all the no sleep days( one month) plus all the late nites up.. and all the work for my project....

now i am sick........ arh hate it... thought that i could have relax time b4 my exam.. no0.. i am sick with flu......
so much aching in my body now...
now got more medicines to eat..

really hope for the holidays to come... God help me!!!!!

Clip of the day

Something New....

clip of the day

will be doing this clip of the day.. so enjoy this....

yesterday went to see the doc... ask for some medic to help me sleep in the night..

the doc ask me for a full body checkup... haha that crazy...

not able to sleep this few nights... and now eyes in pain and tired in the day..


Thanks Roy for the help in the C#... hope to meet up with u soon again.. Cheer up man..

was troubled in the mind lately.....

"gold fish

nice view after my show at MS when to watch harry potter... nice man... really hope i got a better camera.... hmmm need a cannon 400D

life is faster with my bugatti veyron

will it blend!!!! yes IPOD does blend

move house day... haha today went to help leader and friend to move her house....

wow so many boxsssss... and worst of all no lift....

anyway was fun with the guys doing all the moving and dismantling and the ladies packing and unpacking.....


next time move huse call us.... lol

Is 7/7/07 a lucky day?

Seven is often associated with good luck and for some people it has mystical or religious associations. It's a prime number, though so are 3, 11 and 13,267. Seven appears frequently in the Bible, and there are seven days in a week, seven wonders of the world, seven seas, seven sins and seven virtues.Christianity has seven sacraments

To some, 7/7/07 is simply another day or, perhaps, a magnet for superstition, astrologers and marketing companies. But to many people, the number seven holds special, even spiritual or supernatural significance. seven is often associated with magic, wisdom, intelligence, mystery and solitude. The day has caused many people to pore over their lives, looking for the number seven -- in their age, anniversary, the day they met their spouse -- and a variety of events have been planned accordingly.


hmm think about it...

went to watch the transformer twice in two days... lol

nice show... nice CGI .. hope can learn a bit to do that in computing


knowing the truth really pains you..especially it about your close one... is it all a lie?????????... but knowing the truth also will set you free... that has been my thinking... but is hard to accept it....

God help me!!!!! really want to punch the guy...... and really teach him a lesson...



no sacrifice no victory that the thing i want to do now..!!!

hmm.. so late i am still up.... did to rush the video for victor asap.. anyone can help... please help.... ideas or software

let see.... wow yesterday P.M was great.. can see the church going to greater heights... and can see Pastor Kong the hunger.. for GOD.... was really heart refreshing...... long time never pray loud.. and so long but most of all learn how to flow flow.. with the Holy Spirit....


was having a mind blogging time yesterday... did some "AHem" special thing for someone.. but after that.. was worry about the timming... Can i finish in time..???

Amen.



sat is time for me to do some changes on my "Lambor". tinting the windows... change the exhaust.. lol.. hope it look nice..

death.. came so fast and gone so fast... my best fren grandma passed away on monday.. so sad... went to visit her on sunday. so fast....

really learn to treasure the pple around u.. and really thanks GOD that they are around... even they sometimes they do not see eye to eye with u.

bless them... love them....

hmmmm below is my lambor.. pic lol enjoy.. soon it will change when i "lup" it lol

got my new ride

hi pple.. i have been a 4 days since i got my new car.. a m2sp... not my dream car.. but can make the best of it... was thinking how to mod...

but thanks my Mum for the sponsorship... hehe..

will post up my "lamb" pic soon...


gtg hahah got a dinner

Happy father day!!!

yeah... today is father's day...
wanted to do special thing for my dad... but did not have any idea...

so decided to have lunch instead...

have a great day with my dad n family .. went to Din Tai fung to eat, nice food .. after that went shopping... and eat again at bedok... but can see that my dad is very happy today... first time my dad want to buy me jeans.. was so delighted... long time did not have a family eating together.... so busy with 'life'.. hope to do it more often..

Learn to love and treasure the people around you..



Amen..

thursday..

heartache.... is the heart attached to the brain... is it easily influenced by it??....

out of the heart flows the matters of the heart..is it true???

Man... u never walk alone... but who is with me????? inside really want to shout out!!!!!!!!

i need a holiday!!!!! need to go somewhere that is nice and relax and enjoy the nature.... or just drive around in the fastest speed..........

Fasting over...

today is the last day of my fasting.... being eight days... it has been a great time in the Lord... really lean on HIS strength... and HIS words.....

really i am happy about it... will go for it another time... yeahhhhhh!!!!!

Anything for u GOD....

of cos it too have sad times... but i know i cherish it a lot... even it ended...


now hope to ready to stand up and see the horizon that i did not see before...

just like Abraham....

Amen...

the day the car is sold....

wow today was a great day.... PM at expo... rocks... hall 1 yet still got pple lost....

anyway today evening was cool... went orchard.. city hall. sing ming rd... upper tho rd.. cck... then ubi then Eunos indstrial.. and then bedok 85....... wooooo look like i when all around singapore today... u are asking why????? Becos my car window got struck... not one but both of my automatic window got struck..... have a "Hair raising time".... wind in the hair... weird smelllfrom the road....... ask alot a pple to help... AND it is SUNDay..... arghhhh.. meet all the funny pple....

Howard anyway thanks for today.... and shan and annie to try help fix the window.. and victor too.....


anyway one more day and my fasting is over.... have a great time this wk... in fasting

Emerge 2007 photos

keep climbing

the day we climb up 43 storey of suntec city... but of cos we finish the rest.. but the rest are too fast.... old liao

2 days to Emerge 2007

2 days to Emerge 2007... can't wait for it to come...


this is the website for more info: http://www.emerge.sg/www/index.php


time to change mindset...... woootttttt

Emerge 2007

Countdown!
5 days to Emerge 2007
wooooooooooo nice...

Here the Schedule


Conference Schedule - Singapore Expo Hall 8
Note : The conference schedule above is accurate as on May 23, 2007. However, it may be subject to further changes.
THURSDAY (31 MAY)
10 a.m. - 1 p.m. SESSION 1 Hall 8 Main Hall
2 p.m. - 4 p.m. Word Power Finals Hall 8 Main Hall
Personal Testimony Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 3
Math Olympiad Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 4
2 p.m. - 3 p.m. Brainiest Youth Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 2
3 p.m. - 5 p.m. Spelling Bee Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 2
6 p.m. - 10 p.m. SESSION 2 Hall 8 Main Hall
Parade of Schools
FRIDAY (1 JUNE)
10 a.m. - 1 p.m. SESSION 3 Hall 8 Main Hall
2 p.m. - 4 p.m. Debate Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 2
Preaching Challenge Finals Hall 8 Conf. Room 3
3 p.m. - 5 p.m. Beauty Pageant & Manhunt Finals Hall 8 Main Hall
7 p.m. - 11 p.m. SESSION 4
Beauty Pageant & Manhunt Grand Finals
Spelling Bee Finals (3rd & 4th placing)
SATURDAY (2 JUNE)
12 p.m. - 3 p.m. Talentime Finals Hall 8 Main Hall
4.30 p.m. - 5 p.m. Make-up& Costume, Jeans & T-Shirt Design Finals Hall 8 Main Hall
5 p.m. - 9 p.m. SESSION 5
"Who Wants to be a Missionary" Finals
SUNDAY (3 JUNE)
10 a.m. - 11.30 a.m. SESSION 6 (Big Day) Hall 8 Main Hall
12.30 p.m. - 2 p.m. SESSION 7 (Big Day)
4.45 p.m. - 5 p.m. Winning Eleven Grand Finals
5 p.m. - 9 p.m. SESSION 8 (Grand Finale)
Spelling Bee Grand Finals (1st & 2nd placing)
Arm Wrestling Grand Finals (1st & 2nd placing)
Prize Presentation

Be There!!!!!

Thanks you

thanks you all my Good friends and buddy..... i will jiayou.......


With God it is possible.... i will learn to stand up... although i am unwilling, but i must let GOd do a work in me... and change for the best....

like the song from Jay Chow... An jing 安静。。。。

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

。。。。。。

B lades of Glory - movie to watch

this movies rock hahahahaha have a good laugh.. remember to Capture the Dream

try harder

goood nite...... wow wat a day today is... have a good rest finally after so many sleepless nights and watch a movie with the guys.....


finally i have sorted the thinking.. this few days was the toughest days of my life.... decision was made... regrets came... Love and mercy is needed...

have alot of advice... and talking .. really need it.. and was good...

a lot of tears was shed on saturday.....

three months - that the time line i give myself.. to forget... and try living again.. without her..... GOd help me....... Hope changes will set in....

vision is needed and dreams to live...

Feelings

hmmm. what can i say.. do i deserved it or not... want to give a good laugh but seem laugh have left me.. only left pain and fear... ..

Pick urself up ALex time to go.... i keep repeating to my self...

today wanted a NEw beginning, but it have a Ending...

wall knock it down

walls u face in life is hard.. but learn to rise up after we hit it or else it will block u from growing...

people around u care till u care..

wan to cry out... but no voice.. and no tears when u cry.. becos u know that life is more then that... so be happy and lift ur Eyes up and see the road... keep moving keep moving....

boring

hmm i think their is no one reading my blog one.... hahaha my blog so bored...........

It is like a old bks that is loss in a pile of Sales bk at pouplur..... hahahaha

anyway came on so blog a bit.... hahah.. blogging is so off key now...


hmm buying a van SOOn.. but think that is it hard for me to live on... hmmmmm am i really?????

long time no update

hihiih pple sorry for the very long long time no update........ so busy....

so came in and update a bit....

hmm i just bought a ps2... hahah pple ask why.. should buy ps3 instead... haha u pay is it... anyway having fun with it now.... nice game.. but now harder to buy ''friendly'' games...

if u have any whereabouts.. pls email or sms me asap.... will reward u .....


end of year soon... sian my company did not give me bonus at alll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

work so hard... i work like a bangala in chinese skin... hahahaha

change

wow so tired... work work work... that so boring and i want to have a better change....


hmm time flies... is ARISE and Build...time. yeah wat a great time for me to give.... and learn giving ..
remember do nt think that everything u do must have a return.. GOD is watching over u....

haha sometimes i think the amount is not what wat i want and really ask GOD sure a not.. but i should ask GOD need more?? hahahah that the way man ..

go back to sch soon....

hmmm. finally i sign up for a degree course in SIM ... hmmm still watitng for the UNI to accepect me...
but it is in part-time. hope i can study and manage my time well...

money is still the main problem... but never mind GOD will provide me with a better job.. and thanks GOD....

delay is not denial in GOD.. remember his blessing and never forget HIS Grace................


GOD bless

in a job

hihihih pple wat up.... long time no blog liao...

hmmmmm been working as a techinician.. hard work......

the thought of changing job is in my mind... really hope to find a better job...

guys . hope u all have a great time in wat u do.. remember count ur blessings..

GOD please help me...

JOBLESS

hmmm.. time flies so fast.. and i still have not found a job yet.... GOD help me...

why so hard.. i am not hard to work with l0ol..... anyway being so slack will kill ur brain cell.. man see so late liao i do blogging lol

got my self a new hp call the w810i... woot nice hp.. but still do not want to use it yet.... and need to help pple do sale of hp lol.... anyway i hope that i can sell it away...

ORD..

hmmmm.. ORD have been a long dream for me.. but i know that it has happen to me.. on 050606 i have ORD... sorry a bit late to say... hahahahahhaa but thanks GOD for answering my prayers...

now the next big thing is work work....... and sch to study... man now deg course so expp..... at least 34 k for one..... ahhaa heard from a frenz as long u go $ u can study no $ no study... that so true for me now...


hope i can Find the course that i would and able to go into..... so guys out there any ideas....

free feel to say any thing lol.. since i Ord lololol

yeahhh

praise the LORD... finally my turn.... anyway on 040506 i had a great news... that chnage my life...... 050606 i have a meeting with a old frenz.. for three years did not see him... thought that will only see him in two more years.... anyway that wat so cool yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so i really need a break through

pass my driving

hahahah i pass my driving yeahhhhhhhhhh.. finally i can drive lol....

hmmm need to buy a new car then..
before the test , i was so nervous that during the warm-up , i hit the kerb so many times.. lol

anyway since i pass i am so happy.. Thanks GOD... he answer my prayer!!!!!

now i thinking to buy a van anot.... or i should go get a bike liensce...

gears of wars

wow this game rocks man.. xbox 360... must buy.. hahah for christmas.. the graphics rock.. and the gameplay... rock!!!! this is the first time i say a xbox game nice...

anyway... sian at work.. got backstabb.. major backstabb... GOD help.. hope that i can put through it.......

my robot name

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alt="Artificial Logical Exploration Xenomorph"
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time to change

hmmm been busy... NPD has terminated me form reg service ..
feeling half happy and sad.. as the the money part... lol...anyway will ORD at 2008

hahahah so now waiting for my car test.. that the only thing i look forward for in the time being...

work work

hmm being working and working.. finally the job is about to finish...hmmmm still waiting for k750i lol andre going to kill me..... hahahahah getting it for 350... i hope if not will get the w810 ...

went serving the net for phones again looking for great deal .....

driving.... still waiting for MAy to Come as my TP date is in MAY ... hope i will pass it once and last time... drag too long liao.... then i can buy my van lol....

anway , andre if u saw this note... where my gift from JAPan?????

online work

hi , guys long time no update liao... anyway be so busy with work....

now i am doing things that really interst me.. that is online selling.. lol.. maybe can make a living out of it...helping my frenz to keep a look out for pple that sell stuff and can help them sell too...

anyway life have been cool.... this sunday will be cool lol.... meet SUN yeah....... that rockss she rocks too.. all the way

still waiting for my Tp at MAY that hahaha can drive car liao
and anyway apirl will be a busy day as i will go driving once a week or twice.. so can work on my lousy footwork..... THanks GOD for his patient in me... been see a lot of cars and Vans that i plan to buy..

Davis birthday is on monday... hahah got him a xxxxxxl swimming trunks.. and will ask all the pple to sign..... hope he like it..

ok take all

death in the family

...... my uncle passed away this morning... i cry.. and thanks GOD for his strength....
brought my grandma to see my uncle.. she cry.. this is the second time that i see her cry... she brought me up.... take care of me... and i feel so helpless in time like this...

Thanks GOD my uncle is a christian.. Amen..... i know that i will see him again.. that i am glad...

my uncle is a man of less words.. but i know he is a good father and a good husband and a great uncle... i will miss him much...

Do cherish the pple beside u and do not waste time share the word b4 it is too late....

yeah

wowow soooooo long no update.... hahaha anyway .. being too busy with work and life.... that is out of the internet world....


so much to do... lastest news my fren got a car liensce at 450 only arhhhhhhhhhh
wat am i doing man.. waste so much time and money........... i am so slow...... GOd help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hmmmm cg have change hands.... and i think NOW is the TIme.........

bye bye lulu

sob sob... lulu is gone.. fly to oversea to study .... all the best man... come back and teach me medicine lol..... and where my sonege bob t-shirt?????


anyway new year new Goals...

hmmmmmmm get a car license asap.. drag too long liao....

not to be lazy...

train up my body.. have six pack

and have a car/van... that i wish..

happy new year

lol been so long that i blog... wow 2006 have arrive yet it feel so so..... slow lol.. this year have new resloution........ get a car license asap... then i can have a van hahahahaha or a car... yeah then can go out late liao lol.... anyway greeting to all who is reading....

time passed pple get old....... pple changed..... wat to do... we must change lol... and have a good vision for 2006...... have FAITH ... forsake all i trust Him.. amen..... :p Wow yeah...

hmm Cg changing liao moving out of SIS veron strong arms of protection.... let us soar Like the eagles and grow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my birthday coming....

yeah is the time of the year for my birthday... lol... wait so long.... till head drop.. 18 dec...


hmmm.. wat will i get for my birthday... hahahah a car!!! anyway i do not want to ask much... i am just happy ppl remember can liao.. lol

i got wish list tooo hahah if u want to know call me and ask me lor... i will give u the best answer..

in my job i have transfer to EAS in navy.. a dept that control exam in the navy.. so many data to do.. use so many program..

in the meantime i saw my partime course that i want... is at TP call buisness infocom hahah got IT so i like... but got buisness ... this part-time 3 yrs only .. :p
really hope that i can finish it and have a dip.. wasted so many years... singpore still so "paper" in their views...

anyway i want to wish all my frens MerrY ChristMAs.. remember GOD LOve U that why he give his only SOn JESUS to us

.... =P

wow.. being a tried nite.. sing k-box all nite till wee hours of the mourning..... sing about 20 or more songs... or more.. who counting hahahaha.. and was a good drive too.. by howard ( the policeman)
man i need a car asap... liencse that i want.... then maybe i can buy... a honda jazz lol...
then i can drive my queen around lol..

hmmmm so fast my dear frenz victor going NS !! yeah form boy to man.. in Ns i learn a lot of things.. like how to siam, slack, and play water polo..... lol hahah actually that more of NS that i learn.. friendship.. respect. hope.responbility. . and i am still learning...


life is a journey is not the ending that matters!

be bless...

yeah yesterday was a busy day for us.. preparing was good... and my leader look so pretty.. she finally got a man that can give her happiness and share life with....

and most of all i saw her... standing there.. in her dress.. look like a angel... she so .... no words can say how i feel...

does getting marry is a blessing.... yes it is... but is not just for tha newly-wed.. is keep it down 10 yrs, 20 yrs.30 yrs, 40 yrs down the road with her... and u still hold her hands when walking down the stairs... that marriage...!!!

Love her all your life and treasure her.. keep telling her that u love her.... remeber is not a entilement is a prviliage...

wedding

hahaah wedding!!!!!! my leader is getting wedding today.. and the guys are staying over at my house. so fun as they really mess up the house.. anyway is great hahaah long time no body come my house liao.. miss the good old times.. staying late.. eating junk food.. hahah but we all grow out of that liao.. time and GOD has mould us to be man not the boy we are...


got the new jay album .. sound great... anyway time to bath and pack up or else we are late hahah

update

hahah andre i update ok... anyway so how ur neck... u look "short" with ur sprain neck.. lol

hahahaha .. hmmm was so busy this few week as no time to update my blog... anyway now i am watch a manga call ichgio 100% hahah funny on lor... but got pretty girls lol.. acutally they not so pretty.. my queen more beautiful lor...

will.. mind... emotion... human... that GOd want us to control and let His will be in it... that hard... yet i will try..

numa numa

hmmmm ... ... hmmm wow tuesday offf... hahahah this week is good... so many public hoilday....

two in a week lol.. and my boss going KL hahahaha i can slack liao.....

yesterday was fun as i was with my frenz frm JAMS.. but was spoil by a call from OPS rm... waste time... ask me for my key..... why pple cannot be responible for wat they do... next time i will not draw the key anymore...

eye pain again.......sad ...

leaving on a jet plane

hmmmm wow... soon to november for me... being so loong in my job... yet they want to terminate me.. yeah today i heard my "acting" boss that he trying to keep me till my bonds... nice to hear that and but got a bit of fear... two more yrs... or three.. hahaha.. now that not the time to think that i told myself...

should start looking for a sch so i can study... yeah study my dreams.... changes are made becos it will make u think out of the box....

Thanks GOD, He regins.... Awsome GOD... yeah...
faith in GOD is better than other thing on earth. becos he is the same yesterday and today and forevermore!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sleep

hmmm

need to sleep hahaha.. but i blog a bit... anyway.. today at work saw a old frenz and mistake call a old frenz that did not chat for like three years... that long...... time flies as frenz grow apart... now blogging seems so hard as time is so less to use..

yesterday went driving... hahah so afraid i hit something lol... was learning how to turn in very hearvy traffic... hahaha got scold till i sian...... forget wat to do.. minf bcme blank...

new game came out... F.E.A.R nice game a FPS game as usual.... hope to buy it but no $$$$$....

and my frenz getting married... ahaha finally this funny frenz of my getting married hahah..is like last time when i am at sec sch together eating lunch at canteen and the free life... yes the late nite supper that he drove us around... anyway congrats to him.......

hmmm when my turn..... lol

yeah...

wowow... time flies... victor 20 liao lol so old hahahah anyway ... time for me to leave soon... another faith moving time... yet i feel sad and happy... mix feeling... the decision is hard but since sis veron say ok.. then maybe....

hmm.. see a lot of things happen... the cg grow grow.. in spirit and in being...

N119 stay strong u are the best cg i have.... yeah that i want to shout.......

time will tell... tell life is not just for u alone.. is the pple around u and GOD... he lives in me... that a good life worth to live.. so live it earnest till the fullest for GOD.. remember is not the Ending, is the Journey that counts..

so walk well and run it good, fall down pick ur self up...

driving..

yeah finally past my 2nd stage in driving.. being delay for too long.. life is like that n push u struck in the ground and will not want to move .... anyway congrats to my fren Andre hahah finally u pass ur TP nice job... i will get my driving lienice then we will go for a spin hahahaha...

went swimming to day with the guys hahah fun and more fun... ok anyway water polo is not for the fainted-hearted i must say... so tired... pain in the back...

hmmmm as i was looking up in the sky i saw ur face... yet i know u are so near but we are so far in mind... being so busy... life taking a toll on me....

decide and..

decide and go with it that i heard.. change or not.. stay or go.. comfort zone or character moulding..

that so hard... what to do.. still cannot think that far

short-sighted or just afraid.. qns qns qns i ask......


can anyone help me?? GOD speak to me...

can those who want to left comments do not spam rubbish pls .. u are a pain..... pls get lost... this is my blog not for u to spam crap.. respect pls!!!!

hahhahahah

time to start my driving... time to start.. saving..for life , destiny is waiting...

wat to do... hmmm nowsdays the bali bombing shock the world again... why they must do it why????? can't they just get out of the system that they believeis the right one!! wake up u terroists.. one day i will grab one and show it on national tv and say " time for u to get up and wake up" .... hatred? a force that drive pple to do things that is so cazry... and when they do it they say GOD ask them to do it.. lol that more funny then other things in the world...

new game

hmmmmmm this game is fun for all who love ships hahaha..
www.navyfield.com nice game haha not that hard to play

all come and play.... quick....

wow so long

hmmm.. wow so long never blog.. hahah been waiting for a lot of things to happen...

been throught much.... cry i learnt.. hurt i am use to it.. but faith is new... again by GOD, i am here. a creation that he made.. i am special... fight a future .. find ur own future... never wait to happen... that i learnt.. the heart of worship... wow wat a place that is....

time is on our side?? NO.. it keep moving... not waiting for me or u... learnt to use it wisely... and fully...

PS: GOd is there For u..

death...

my grandma pass away.. so sudden but yet is a better thing.. that happen.. that what my relative say.. i do n ot agree.. a soul is lost.. and a failure in outreach.. this make me reflect on wat on the world is important... relationship with GOD.. that is important.. he pay the price.. he die for us.. all of us.. sinner or not belivers...

in the wake.. conflict arise in the wake... my DAD was challenge ... his faith was tested.. and he passed... but i know the problem will be there... the issue of being .. arh for get the word.... i just know that if u love someone show it tho her/he when they are around not when they are dead or pass on... is not an act is an action... remember

keep on going on.......