was driving around.. mind was blank.. but yet i drove myself to the place that give me memories.. was laughing at myself again.. asking why i am here? funny.. feel foolish.

i do not understand why i went there.. and why had this thought, maybe is just that i feel better when i am there.. will bring back happy memories even sad ones..

really do not know how to say it out.. writing down just give me a sense gladness...

to remind me that i am not crazy ...