hello..... today was so tired... sleep for 2 hrs... Becos need to send my mum and aunties to airport for the korea trip..... haiz cannot get to go this time... WHy i have ICT.... anyway after send my mum off.. still early ... went east coast park.. and have a walk... and see the sights.. of the park..

was walking alone...



Someone say time will let u forget things.. even the things u do not want to remember



-alex

Back

hmmmm midnight... went to victor's grandpa wake...
before that went to help howard to do his Friday sub zone event... and went to cut my hair..

so slow and so empty.. even after a short holiday at genting.. the trip was great... have fun.,hope it can last longer.. but of cos life is not just holidayis still work.. work work in work then u find your purpose...

but sometime running away is also a way to deal with the problem

back to reality....


-alex

can't sleep.. need pple to talk to... but so late... so decide to write a bit...


old memories came back.... cannot now shake them away... still remember... the memories i really treasure... sometimes i ask why? why did not i do that ? why did not i realise?

Why??

what a joke!!!

-alex

Exam results is out!!!!!


heard frm my schmate Ken ... thanks.. he always will ring me up.... and tel me news

this time not bad got 2 C+ and one B... long time did not studied.... all mostly last min... not bad rite?


of cos i want to give a BIG thanks to Annie aka Miss Teo.. for helping me... her time in teaching me in my maths... lol... hard on her ... Round Two soon... need to treat her food....

so busy with work now...so many projects... hmm need more time to rest..




-@lex

A380 Maiden Flight

howard and me was there for it... it a RC model A380 ...

Howard did not believe it can fly.. and it flew!!!!!! yeah.. great flying...

so tired today... went Sunday service... and
met a old old fren since i come church in 1999..

long time did not see her ... she looking great... hope she stay in church now...
still remember we belong to same CG w34 when i first came to church... the good old days...

went Botak Jones again today.... this time with Weilun... twice in a wk.. the food was ok... is the company that matters... and catch a movie "Rouge assassin"... finally Jet Li is in a hollywood movie that make sense other then" Fearless"..

today is Evon (big boss wife) b'day... happy birthday to u.. take care and recover fast.. Hope u will be better soon

And in the evening went makan with my mum for a international buffet.. eat till near vomit... can see my mum is happy with it... she waited to eat dinner with me very long very long... haha not so long one wk liao...

hmmm tmr is monday.... monday blue liao.. but Genting trip is coming yeah got time to relax liao....

is Friday.... been a busy week... so much to do.. so much to learn...

at work.. so many servers to install.. have great fun... with the engineers...
attend a lotus notes lesson.. Crash course.. pick up a few tips...

Deja vu ..

so familiar... a piece of eternity i saw... God really show bits of his future to u...

yesterday went Botak Jones with Howard... lol eat till we bust again...
great time to spent just makan and talk..

Loving driving alone more now... fun to drive and drive the long roads... feel the wind in your face.. and Thanks God for it...




-alex

薔薔

nice song by Ella for her dog... which passed away
touching...

-alez

lost my mind

today was kern going for his two yrs stint at tawian .. went to see him off.. was sad that he was leaving... one less person to talk to.

i am so discourage today... it just happen... i ask GOd to forgive me and my action..

Really need to get out of it... was coping well but it just broke... but i want to keep fighting... Lord help!!!... in a dilemma for very long.. or confused...
sometimes i ask GOd why happen to me, is it to teach me something or letting me challenge my character...
in my mind it just like a box, dark and cold... Now..

giving up? lost? angry about myself? what going on?

Choices are made each day to bring you to your next day in life.

now i just want to sleep and not wake up...

it friday!!!!

yeah.. a bit late to say is friday....

as usual the office was so quiet....

in the nite have a marche outing with my team "the 7th heaven".... nice food ... but no space for us to seat and talk... went to Ben and Jerry's for ice-cream.. and elly's place for makan but close... then went to balstier for food hunt... hahah keep eating non-stop...

it is final i can't go Korea and HK... due to ICT briefing...( In Camp Trainning)

haiz wasted... was a free trip yet cannot go.... but nvm i got my Genting trip
!!!!

hmmm was with weilun on wed.. had a talk with with him... open my mind...nice one Bro...

Knowing the beginning was wrong.. yet want to hold is hard... try yet fail...
Now i must pick up the pieces and carry on Living

-alex

Genocide of the Hmong in the Jungle of Laos

outing

today have CG outing... it was fun... of cos there are some part that can do better...


the target have been met and new things have arise...
weiling share a great testimony..... *clap**clap**clap**clap**clap*


really do not know what to write .... i very in a bad state of mind... so confuse....

take care all...

-alex